[Discontinued] Karma's a Bitch and so is Snow

Revenge #38

I muttered endless of curses as I walked back towards our building. Leche lang dahil late na ko sa klase ko at dahil iyon sa paghahanap ko sa gagong 'yun.

I thought he changed. But I am wrong. He was so good in flirting with others, so good that you wouldn't realize that he already dropped you like a hot potato. And when you aren't looking, he will jump to some other chick and give her a bunch of red roses as an introduction.

How fucking sweet.

I kept on stabbing my yellow pad as the professor in front of me continued lecturing nonsense. I can't understand what she's saying because my thoughts went to Miguel The Great Asshole and his whereabouts.

Nabwibwisit ako. Hindi ko maalis sa utak kung sino kayang babaeng pagbibigyan niya ng lintek na bulaklak na 'yan.

If it's Jana, I'm going to kill her.

Pinunit ko ang papel at ginusot ito! Ugh! I want to crumple Miguel's face too.

I was so mad as I type a text for Kuya Ver. Hindi ako magpapasundo dahil may kailangan akong gawin at dahil kunwaring ihahatid ako ni Miguel sa bahay tulad ng dati.

Ilang beses kong kinalma ang sarili ko habang naglalakad patungong College of Engineering Building.

Nanginginig ang kamay ko at mabilis ang takbo ng puso ko. I am beyond irate and punching him would ease this feeling. I hope so.

Umakyat ako ng hagdan habang pinaplano sa utak ko kung ano ang sasabihin o gagawin ko sa kaniya.

Should I slap him and asked who are those flowers for?

Should I slap him and tell him he's a sleazebag?

Or should I slap him and walk away?

I stood outside their classroom and wait. Nang sumilip ako ay may professor pa sa loob na nagtuturo.

I controlled my breathing. Iniisip ko kung bakit nga ba ako nandito? Bakit ko ba

siya pupuntahan at sasampalin? What's the point?

Kung nagsawa na siya sa pagsunod sa akin, anong pakialam ko? Kung sawa na siya sa pagmumukha ko na halos araw-araw niyang nakikita, anong magagawa ko? Kung sawa na siyang kasama ako, anong gagawin ko?

This whole thing is pointless. My wrath is useless.

Kung sawa na siya sa presensiya ko at napag-isipan niyang maghanap ng iba, wala na akong magagawa. Ano ba kami?

We were just two people with so much drama in life. We were so close but not lovers. I don't have any rights in questioning him about everything and monitoring every move he make.