"I'm 1 month clean" "I'm a year clean"
Bullshit. It's all bullshit.
Sure, I haven't cut myself but I force myself to stay awake for hours knowing I have school the next day.
Sure, I haven't cut myself but I always set the shower temperature to be a little too hot.
Sure, I haven't cut myself but my fist clenches around a cube of ice till I can't feel my hand anymore and it's turned red.
Sure, I haven't cut myself but I purposely trigger myself.
Sure, I haven't cut myself but I always carry the blade around just incase.
Sure, I haven't cut myself but I over and under eat to the point that I feel sick.
Sure, I haven't cut myself but I'm a little too eager to try drugs and alcohol when I know how easily I get addicted to things.
"I'm 1 month clean" "I'm a year clean"
Bullshit. It's all bullshit.
I lie to myself constantly because I can't face the fact that I'm not clean from self harm.
Sure, I haven't cut myself but I harm myself all the time.
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night time poetry
Poetry*Poetry and quotes I come up with when I'm supposed to be asleep* Most are quite short so the last chapter will be all of them combined They will get better and most will be triggering I will update occasionally but I'm marking as complete Please v...
