Depression

In the office

Atsushis pov :
He left his house rather quick.
He knew Dazai was looking for money on him.
He picked up his phone incase Dazai was going to check the case.
Inside were two cigarettes squiched in and a blade .
And he hid the lighter in his trousers .
He walked quite far from his house o if Dazai did look for him whick he doubted he was out of range.
He stopped on a park bench and lit a ciggi .
He sat there enjoying in while he was on his phone .
He finished the first and moved to second.
He was out for about an hour so he started to head back.
He was rather tired and wanted a showered because he smelt like he had been smoking.
He removed his jacket before he went in to reduce the smell.
He had questions thrown at him.
"Did you buy anything ?"
"no I had no money I just walked for a little . And I'm going for a shower ."
He walked off to the bathroom after getting clothes and towels.
He showed turning the water to boiling as the water burned his skin.
He got out and re done his bandages .
Throwing his old clothes in the washing basket .
He left deciding to air dry his hair.
He sat down on the couch falling asleep a little .
"Hey Atsushi where's your phone ?"
Dazai asked knowing Atsushi is half asleep.
He handed Dazai his phone then falls asleep on Aktugawa .
Dazai opens the phone case to fine a little note that read you don't think in dumb enough to leave anything in my case after what happened .
With a kiss at the end.
"Well played Atsushi "
He put the phone on the table and they watched a movie.
Apart from Atsushi he was sleeping.
He woke up later that night to everyone else asleep .
He gets up to get some water .
He ends up falling asleep again on one of the kitchen stools.
The next morning he was woekn up by yelling .
"Will you stop that it's annoying !"
"Oh I'm sorry I guess I'm just an annoying person"
It was chuuya and Dazai is the hallway .
Atsushi needing to change goes to see what's going on.
Aktugawa is on the couch watching from a far .
"Hey what's going on guys?"
He's cut off by chuuya raising his arm to take his hat off .
But Atsushi who was use to shouting then being beaten flinched .
"Omg Atsushi are you ok ?"
Chuuya and Dazai stop fighting and attend to Atsushi .
"Yeah I'm fine just caught me off guard . What were you fighting about ?"
"Dazai left the cups out again and it's so annoying "
"But it wasn't me chuuya "
Atsushi walks to his room .
"Oh yeah it was me sorry "
He closes the door not really knowing what to expect .
He doesn't hear any more fighting so he walks away from his door to get ready for work .
He leaves his room to find them all gone and a note on the coffee table.
Something came up and they needed us and you being in the office we thought it would be better to leave you be and not rush see you later
-dazai x
He doesn't know how to feel .
He feels horrible for being on desk jobs but it can't be helped .
He walks to work.
Crumbling the letter in his pocket alone.