I really do regret telling Tom to leave and never come back, what if he does like George and actually don't come back, I didn't know what else to think I just laid in my bed listening to sad song, it felt like my life started again, just like George left I stayed in my bed and listened to sad song, I told Tom to leave and know I'm stuck listening to sad music, again. Was I cursed? I didn't hurt anyone when I was younger.
At this time I felt super lonely, I just spoke to my best friend and she is happy about her proposal, I didn't want to ruin her happiness, I didn't want to make everything about me.
I almost forgot about Sharon's proposal party and the clubbing, I guess my thought occupied me. Feeling really sad I decided to text Dr Mike as he was the only person I could talk to and maybe trust.
Esther: Good morning, Are you busy today?
I think Dr Mike is not the person to leave people on delivered for soo long because in less than a minute he texted me back
Dr Mike: Good morning to you too Esther, how are you feeling? Also I'm a little busy today but I can find some time amongst my schedules for you
Esther: I'm not really feeling good that's why and I also need to talk to you about my relationship again. Also please do tell me when you're available
Dr Mike: I will, it's a good thing that you can finally confide in me with your problems
Esther: Smiles
Maybe he is right, I can finally confide in him, I would have texted or call my best friends to pour out my thoughts on her but I didn't want to ruin her happy moment, for once let's things be about her not me.
I waited for Dr Mike to tell me when I could come see him, he is a therapist so I didn't have any problem with him 'delaying' me. I went down stairs to make breakfast and lunch for myself while I waited for Dr Mike to text me back, after hours of making breakfast and lunch, my door bell rang, I wasn't expecting anyone so I went to check who it was. George and Tom
Esther: Hey?
Tom: Can you please give us or me time to talk with you? Please?
Esther: What do you have to say?
Tom: Thirty minutes of your time please or maybe more than thirty minutes
Esther: Fine, come on in
George: I'll start first, I mean I know you're with Tom now but let me start and then you both can have all the time you need to sort things out
Esther: Go on
George: I don't actually know how to start but...maybe I will apologise first. I'm sorry for how things ended with us, also I know you've been avoiding me but can I have my things back? It's okay if you're not ready to give it up, I can always come back for it
Esther: I'm gonna go get your things
I wasn't willing to give George his things because it's the only thing I've of him but I have to move on after all
Esther: Here (Drop the box)
George: Are you sure about this?
Esther: I am, I'm ready to forget about you
George: Oh umm okay
I could see a look of disappointment on his face but I ignored it, I need to forget about him, he left and ignored me, he embarrassed me, he hurt me. I'm over him
Esther: What about you Tom?
Tom: (clear throat) First of all, I want to say I'm sorry, I know I wasn't supposed to laugh at you about falling for him, I'm sorry I didn't come back early to ask for forgiveness, I'm really sorry, will you forgive me?
Esther: Yeah, I forgive you
Tom: Oh umm this isn't how I expected it to happen, I thought you would have maybe yelled at me or slap me, but thank you
Esther: No problem (I shrug)
At this moment I didn't know what to say or how to act, I just felt like I'm being controlled like I'm not allowed to make a decision or even allowed to think, I felt dominated.
Tom: So are we good?
Esther: We are good, I forgive you both for real. I can't keep hating on you both so yeah, we are good.
George: Thank you
Tom: Does it also mean we get back together?
Esther: Sure, of course.
Tom: Oh my God thank you (he hug me)
George: I guess I should take my leave now
Esther: Actually no, stay. I mean have a drink with us
George: Alright then
Esther: No problem
We spent the rest of the day drinking, eating and watching movies, played a few games as well, it was fun. Dr Mike did text me and also apologised for replying back late so I told him it's all good and when I need someone to talk to, I'll definitely call or text him.
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RomanceEsther, age 20, lives alone not until she met her boyfriend who ended things with her because of his anger issues and not wanting to hurt her, he end things with her but Esther didn't want that because she didn't want to be lonely again so she did e...
