The Separate Expectations [ALLS: #1]

Chapter 18 : Guidance office

Blair Zainiel Santiago

Pumasok ako sa Office at nakita Ms. Ignacio, And masungit na guidance counselor.

"Hi Ms. Santiago, narinig ko yung ginawa mo alam mo bang meron yung consequences?" Sinimula nito. Ako'y napa buntong hininga dahil di ko alam ang sasabihin ko.

"Yes ma'am." Yumuko ako at narinig ko s'yang nag 'tsk' "Bibigyan lang kita ng warning at oras na ginawa mo pa ulit ito, bibigyan ulit kita ng warning at yun na yung last. Do you understand?" Sinabi nito sa'kin at tumingin ako sakanya.

"For all i know hindi ka biolenteng tao, ngayon bigyan mo ako ng rason bakit mo yun ginawa."

"Ahm ma'am madami na po kasi syang nasasabing nakaka sakit na salita."

"Syempre lalake yun pabayaan mo na, You may leave." Yun lamang ang sinabi nya at tumayo ako na galit.

At pag labas ko ay nakita ko sila Jin.

"Oh yan na guidance ka tuloy."

"Zainiel bakit mo yun ginawa? dapat chill ka lang eh."

"Ayos ka lang ba?"

Yun lamang ang narinig ko sakanila. "Mga hinayupak kayo, si Jane lang ba worried sa'kin" Sinabi ko at napa tawa nalang sila sakin.

"Hindi ka ba makakapasok bukas?" Tanong ni Azrael sakin. "Wala namang sinabi si miss Ignacio, basta papasok ako."

"Ayun ang tapang ah, dapat ganyan ka palagi." Sinabi ni Jin sa akin kaya napa ngiti ako. "Baliw ka talaga kahit kailan."

"Tara na nga nasa harapan pa tayo ng guidance."

Nagsitawanan kami ng maka alis kami sa harapan ng guidance.

Pumunta ako sa klase ni Ms. Lorenzo Dahil sya na last sub ko, god i dont want to go to her class kasi ipapahuli niya ako.

I entered her classroom at tumingin sya sakin like i was just a student to her. Anong nangyari? Kanina lang nag woworry sya sakin but now she's just staring at me with her cold eyes.

"What are you waiting for Miss santiago? Sit down." As she said that she broke her eye contact with me.

I sat down next to Jin which is nasa likod ko lamang si Jesse. "Oh anyare? Bat ganon yung tingin sayo ni Miss ma'am?" Tanong sakin ni Jin.

"I don't know too Jin di ko ba alam anyare sakanya biglang nag iba hangin, Kanina lang nag woworry sya sa'kin tapos ngayon parang wala na ako sakanya." I said, I thought of what I did wrong to her pero wala naman akong naging kasalanan sakanya.

I tried to distract myself by listening to her discussion kahit nalilito parin ako bakit nya ako tinignan ng ganon.

"Alright, thats all for today. You may all leave, Except you miss Santiago."

I knew it, ipapahuli nya ako but I don't mind at all kasi sya naman yan.

"God i fucking miss you." She started after umalis iba n'yang estudyante. She's being so weird every god damn moment.

Habang niyayakap niya ako i didn't hug back i just stood there like a mannequin. Tumigil na sya sa yakap niya sakin nung narealize nya na di ako yumayakap sakanya.

"Bakit di mo'ko niyakap?" Tanong n'ya. "It's your fault Miss. You intended to ignore me right? So what seems to be the reason, po." I said politely.

"Theres nothing wrong... It's just that-"

"It's fine miss just.... nevermind, uuwi na 'PO' ako." Sinabi ko papalapit na sa pinto ng hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. "Im sorry Zai Zai. I promise di na kita gaganunin." Sinabi nya habang niyayakap ang likoran ko.

"You know miss its fine it happens im still your student and your my professor nothing changed." I said politely again.

Alam ko naman na this wont work pero we never gave it a try so why not diba. Then there is one thing i know wala pa kaming label.

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Makalipas ang ilang araw merong mga pag babago, minsan minsan nalang kami ni ma'am mag pansinan and i don't know why but she has been very very distant from me ever since na, na-guidance ako pero whenever it's our last sub with her in the afternoon tatawagin nya ako and lalapit sakin na parang di nya ako pinapansin.

Di' ko alam kung anong meron pero something definitely changed.

"Zain bakit parang malalim iniisip mo? Are you okay?" Tanong ni Azrael. I don't know if i should tell him pero i trust him as always, I just don't know how to tell him.

"Wala lang to Az tara gala mamaya?" I said and he nodded while he still kept his worried expression.

"Sure. Ano bar ba tayo later?"

"Sige lang."

Pumasok na ang Prof namin na nakaka takot kaya tumahik lahat ng estudyante na maingay.

"Alright class bibigyan ko kayo ng new seating arrangement kasi nabalitaan ko na masyado na kayong magulo. So I'll not be doing any biased thing in this class so lets start with.." Mr. Frias said and looking at the attendance/ names of his students.

Pinagdadasal nalang namin na mag kaka tabi parin kami. Tumingin ako sa likod at nakita si Jesse na naka ngiti. Bakit s'ya naka ngiti?

"Santiago, you'll be seating in the second row with Mr. Yuzon. And Mr. Yuzon you'll have another seat mate which is Ms. De Guzman and Ms. Junio."

The hell? Bakit kasama namin si Jesse sa seating namin? God could this day get any worse?.

"And you miss Fernandez? you'll be seating next to uhhh Santiago."

Atleast katabi pa namin si Jin. The day goes forward na wala akong problema.

"Blair!" Tawag sakin sa likod.

Bigla akong niyakap sa likod at tinignan kung sino ito. Tila tinulak ko ito dahil sa sobrang inis.

"What the fvck Christine?!"

To be continued....

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A/N: Buhay pa ako slayyy muntikan na mamatay sa school pero buhay pa ako bigyan ba naman kami ng 1 day na academic break. pero im here ulit i may not upload chapter pero I'll try parin. i went trough break up pero im here. Welcome back to me