The Separate Expectations [ALLS: #1]

Chapter 6: Jesse

Blair Zainiel Santiago

It's been one week since i started eating inside Ms. Athens's office with her pero nasa isip ko parin bakit nandito si Jesse. I know i liked her back then, but from what she said to me? I'll never forgive her. . Gosh why did she showed up.

"Earth to Zain!" Narinig kong sabi ni Ezra "She's probably thinking about Ms. Lorenzo on her bed." Sabi naman ni Jin which made me have a red tint of blush on my face and made my eyes wide of what she said.

"Hoy baliw wala akong iniisip na ganon ah! Ikaw napaka bastos mo" Depensa ko sa sarili ko tapos tumawa nalang kami.

"Aminin mo na kasi kay ma'am." Suggest ni Azrael pero Umiling lang ako "Now is not the right time okay at kung tutuusin wala akong chance kay ma'am." Sinabi ko kay Azrael and he sighed and he face palmed at me "Baliw ka talaga lagi mong kasamang KUMAIN si ma'am in her office ALONE. So anong ibig sabihin non ha?" Tanong nya. Waiting for my answer nag isip ako kung ano ba ang meaning non'

Malay ko bang gusto akong kasama ni ma'am sa office nya, Malaki din naman yun at sobrang tahimik. Maybe gusto ni ma'am nang kasamang kumain diba.

"Azi alam mo bang ang laki ng office ni ma'am at mag isa lang sya doon kumain tapos tahimik pa." Sabi ko naman at nag face palm naman si Jin.

"Bahala ka nga Jan sa buhay mo." Naiiritang sagot nito sa akin. "Hey Blair pwede ba kitang mahiram kahit saglit lang?" Pucha naman ginawa talaga akong gamit. Human ako okay? Tao not an object.

"Uh sure?" Sagot ko sakanya, at sumunod sa pupuntahan nya. "So uhm kilala mo si Jesse diba? Meron syang gustong sabihin sayo." Sabi nya naman sa akin kaya bigla akong nawalan sa mood.

Sya nanaman, of course it will be her sino pa ba. She's rich she can control people who wants her money.

"Well hello there love!" Narinig kong sinabi ni Jesse. "Sorry Blair." Sabi nya sa akin at umalis.

"What do you want Jesse?" I asked. "Gusto ko lang naman mag sorry but it seems like you have a lover and it's your professor." Sabi nya habang nakangisi. What the actual hell is she talking about.

"She's not my lover kaya please lang leave me alone." Sinabi ko sakanya, aalis na din sana ako pero hinila nya yung kamay ko. "Where are you going? hindi pa tayo tapos. I want you to forgive me and i'll be a better person i promise." Sabi niya in a promising voice. But i didn't fall for it, i don't wan to fall for those words and her voice.

Hayst napaka manipulative naman neto akala nya hindi ko mapapansin. Pero fine ill "pretend" forgive her but i wont love her ill keep distance.

"Fine but leave me the fxck alone." I said and left hurriedly.

Bumalik na ako sakanila Azrael and damn my expression is hinting na hindi maganda ang nangyari.

"Oh anong nangyari ba't ganyan itsura mo?" Tanong ni Jin. "Wala nakaka bwisit lang si Jesse." I said and their mood changed as soon as i said her name.

"Don't worry iiwasan ko naman sya." I said and they sighed in relief. "Sige na let's go to our next class baka ma galit pa yung prof." Azrael said and brighten the mood and we all laughed.

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Nasa gymnasium ako ngayon kasama mga basketball team ko dahil nag pa-practice. Hayst madaming gawain ang buhay ko huhu.

"George dito!" Sigaw ko sa teammate ko at pinasa nya sa akin yung bola.

"Hindi mo yan ma-papasok Blair." Pang-aasar nang nasa harapan ko. "Let's see about that." Sinabi ko at tinira yung bola sa basket and boom! Shoot.