It all started in grade 9,
I was depressed and wasn't fine.
The boy I finally liked in years will never be mine.
Over the months,it got crazy.
with my studies,I got lazy.
I felt like my parents were my enemy.
I had the best level family.
My opens eyes were closed because of teenage psychology.
I wanted my freedom with all my energy.
There was a vocalist boy in my class,didn't know his name.
I hadn't seen him before,don't know I'll soon be playing what game!
I was the ugly girl who writes about crush,
lets murder something together and lets rush!
I'll murder my ego for my family
and he'll murder the reality.
This world made me feel so insecure like I wasn't good enough,
I checked him out from front seat,his eyes and his laugh.
We went to the back seat and made-out with the school bag in front our face,
kisses were so amazing with heart race.
your kisses had magic spell,
sure as hell,
to cure vitiligo on the back of my neck,I could tell.
My constant shaky hands and nervousness in my voice,
was all these even at my own choice?
He's definitely of my type and one of a kind.
That sort which is so hard to find.
I shared my life in paper,
my hobbies,my career.
I was a straightforward girl who couldn't keep things to herself that he knows me very well and he knows how,
I can't replace him with anyone even now.
23.08.22
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Rose garden that grew within me✔
PoetryI literally remember those days when I had this sort of conversation with my sister over the phone: "guess what?" "lemme guess another new poem!".🥀 and then we scream 'Yay' in our own world of happiness. I re-read some of my favourites among these...
