Its been the longest time you blocked me and I can't stalk you further,
Its been 5 months since we last saw each other.
If we ever meet again,I won't compromise my comfort zone,
or convince you to talk to me even when I'm alone.
Possibly the next time,I won't be sending you old Bangla love song,
or beg you to go out with me,that was so wrong.
Lately I haven't got time for myself for so long.
One day I woke up and nothing hurts like before,
Realised my worth,moved on and got ready for a tour.
Now I can finally finish my summer reading list of my favourite storybooks,
on a second thought,now I'd choose vibes over looks.
Living in my own kingdom,now this is how I rule.
Sometimes break up helps in a way that you're grateful.
Regretting you won't change our fate.
If we ever meet again,I wouldn't plan out a movie date,
or leave out my studies and chores for so late.
I wouldn't call you endlessly when I find you online at midnight,
even if I have that urge seeing your cute selfie dp and the little green light.
If you decide to never talk about your ex,I'll believe you that it end,
and I won't bother if you call 'that girl',"just your best friend".
I'll forget that I saved all our sweet texts' screenshots and voice clips,
and delete another playlist that I made for our road trips.
Yet I want to flip our whole story upside down and change how it all begin,
deep down only if we ever meet again!
17.06.21
YOU ARE READING
Rose garden that grew within me✔
שיריםI literally remember those days when I had this sort of conversation with my sister over the phone: "guess what?" "lemme guess another new poem!".🥀 and then we scream 'Yay' in our own world of happiness. I re-read some of my favourites among these...
