Rose garden that grew within me✔

All my dreams

One night I caught a shooting star.
I wished to be a super girl,drive my own expensive car!
An artist with magic paints in the hand of mine.
Or the richest billionaire of all times?
A singer rocking the large stage.
Maybe a famous mathematician of all age...
An archeologist who will dig out the most ancient picture.
Or a scientist who discover every parts of nature.
And I craved to be an author which I'm not!
Or a model that paparazzi will take shots!
I'll have a lopsided smile that every men fall.
And my autograph shall be asked by the deepest crowd of all.
Or an agent who solve mysteries.
I'll be the best reporter of the world history.
Maybe a fortune teller who studies astronomy?

I wanted to deserve 'the boy from my class' as my daily aim.
And be one of his flirty girls;they adore his name.
They say 'everyone has specific talents' ; unlike me.
I just wish others to treat me differently.
I want to show the world my new identity.
I wanted to get some sleep for the night.
But the world where I'm queen comes over and over again in my sight.
So many attachment and trust issues,
I don't even cry these days,need boxes of tissues.
Loser me gets nothing,no guy or none,
I am not going to live anymore,final and done.
For a moment I couldn't catch my breath.
And there was a lot of thoughts I gathered underneath.
We are living in a world of blames.
That only add fuels to the flames.
Behind every dark plot there is a great hope shining,
Because its never late to make up your mind for changing.
Inside the brim of kid's heart just like you and me.
Million dreams are found cold and struggling to get out hopelessly.
Just as dreams in million night stars
Each has magic in theirs'.
Bet we'll never get another chance,
As big as life which is just once,
So I try enjoying it with everlasting funs.
Because reality is much better than predicted fantasy,
So why not earn my anxiety?
Slowly I couldn't see the star no more.
But I believe something might change for sure.
Soon the star fall on the earth of blue dream.
With a soft beam.

😃😃😃
2012