this isn't a happy story.
there was no sweet beginning
and no happily ever after.
i didn't ask to be this way.
but in all truth,
it was my destiny to be broken.
it was my destiny to struggle.
is it beautiful?
now that's for you to decide.
i believe the darkness is beautiful
but who says i know anything
because here i am,
laying in my room alone,
scars still run along my arms.
my stomach still empty
and it still makes me feel proud.
my thoughts are still too loud.
and i still feel insane.
i spend my days
pitying my existence.
and i still believe that my weight
is more important than my heart rate.
so yes i believe that the darkness is beautiful.
but let me tell you,
eating disorders are not.
YOU ARE READING
the beauty of darkness
Poetry'why is it that i'm drawn to the darkness,' 'you almost saved me, but in the end, i was too far gone" a poetry book that explains all the things i never know how to say. i hope you can understand me after this. [#3 deeppoems 2/5/21] [#1 deeppoetry 1...
