i've had a plan from the start.
i was gonna stop,
but i never knew when.
and i grew to like the pain.
i like the tally marks,
i like the blood,
i like the control.
and now
i don't know how to stop.
i don't know if i want to.
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the beauty of darkness
Poetry'why is it that i'm drawn to the darkness,' 'you almost saved me, but in the end, i was too far gone" a poetry book that explains all the things i never know how to say. i hope you can understand me after this. [#3 deeppoems 2/5/21] [#1 deeppoetry 1...
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i've had a plan from the start.
i was gonna stop,
but i never knew when.
and i grew to like the pain.
i like the tally marks,
i like the blood,
i like the control.
and now
i don't know how to stop.
i don't know if i want to.