Forever ours- Cullens

Chapter 4

Talia slowly walked into the house with Carlisle besides her and gasped softly at all of the beautiful decorations that she was seeing around the room. She giggled a little as she looked at the picture of graduation caps "who would ever want to be reminded of school most of it is utterly dreadful" she smiled as she slowly walked up the stairs unaware of the five of them stopping to look at her in awe.

Emmett blinked a little "how will this work Carlisle, to the outside world you are our father, how can we all have her" he whispered softly
Carlisle looked at him "when we eventually move and she is with us to everyone Esme and Charles will be your parental figures and I just a simple member of your family" he whispered softly "still the coven leader but I will not hide my relationship with her more than once" he mumbled as he took off up the stairs after their mate

The four siblings looked at each other and smiled softly at his determination to be with their mate, they all sped up the the stairs at their mates squeal before they calmed down slightly to see Carlisle next to her holding her as she tripped.

She slowly looked up at him "thank you" she whispered softly as she looked at him and frowned as she watched his eyes move to her lips and when they did they flashed from their beautiful golden colour to a black, "your eyes" she whispered softly as she gently traced under his eye. He blinked slightly before he leaned into her hand calming himself down as he kept holding her for a second longer before he pulled away gently "we couldn't let you get hurt how could we" he whispered as he moved her hair gently.

She smiled softly as she slowly moved from him and blushed as she looked at all of them looking at her with smiles on their face "oh darling do not get embarrassed it was quite adorable" Esme chuckled softly "Mrs Cullen it's not appropriate to um do that to your brother I apologise" she mumbled
Esme and Charles chuckled loudly "dead if only you knew how appropriate it really was" Charles whispered before he grabbed Esme gently walked out of the room giving them all space.

She slowly looked up at them and bit her lip gently as she leaned against the couch "I do apologise Carlisle I do not know what came over me" she whispered softly
He looked down at her and shook his head "do not apologies darling, never apologise" he mumbled as he walked out of the room

She frowned slightly as she looked to the other four "did I do something to upset him" she whispered softly not knowing why her heart felt heavy watching him leave and not knowing why she felt like she needed to follow him.
Rosalie shook her head "no princess it's not you, our family has a secret which we cannot tell yet so Carlisle is a little upset he made you feel uncomfortable"
She frowned even more "he didn't make me feel uncomfortable, I..may I go to him" she whispered as she looked at her
She nodded "of course sweet girl" she whispered and directed her to the office in which he had just walked into.

She slowly walked to it and gently knocked on before pushing the door open "Carlisle" she whispered softly as she walked inside closing the door behind her.
"I apologies for making you feel uncomfortable Natalia" he mumbled as he sat at his desk
She tilted her head and giggled a little "you did not make me uncomfortable Carlisle, if anything my own mind is playing with me" she mumbled

He frowned as he looked up at her "why is that" he mumbled softly
She sighed softly "ever since I came here I have felt things that I cannot make sense of for people that I cannot be with whether they are in a relationship or society deems them too old and I am frightened because what I am feeling only intensifies as the days go and the dreams I have make me king for what I cannot have" she mumbled tearing again for the second time that day
"Oh darling" he whispered as he stood up and brought her into his arms and held her gently "please do not cry" he whispered, but she couldn't keep that promise as she gripped onto the jumper her was wearing and quietly cried into his chest.

The minutes seemed to tick by slowly for the Mates of talia as they could do nothing but sit and listen to her quite sobs as Carlisle tried to hush her.

She sniffled softly as her sobs slowly turned into sniffles as she gripped his jumper tighter "I am so sorry this is totally not appropriate" she whispered
He smiled softly as he held her gently "I do not believe that is is inappropriate, I am just trying to comfortable you sweet girl" he whispered softly as he made her look up at him "you know what's happening here Talia just think, think back to everything billy has ever told you" he whispered softly as the door opened and Alice walked in and grabbed her gently "come on lia I want to show you my room" she smiled

Talia looked at Carlisle for a moment as she looked down at her hands gently feeling the longing to be back in his arms ever present.

She frowned a little "Alice if you do not mind I think I am going to go home" she whispered softly as she squeezed her hand gently before she walked downstairs to where Esme offered o take her home which she accepted.

The ride back was filled with silence but it was not uncomfortable it was quite content "do not worry Talia everything will be okay" she whispered as she hugged the girl goodbye before she walked into the house.

She walked into her room and flopped onto the bed and sighed as she ended up laying their all day until Bella walked into her room later that day and looked at her before she laid down next to her and hugged her tightly before the older swan sibling slowly broke down in her sisters arms "I can't do this" she whispered as she cried into her "do what tal" she whispered softly
She sniffled loudly "I'm falling for people I cannot have" she cried
"Oh talia" she whispered softly as she held her tightly and let her cry.

All five of her mates stood in the trees looking up at the window, their heart breaking into many pieces that they were the ones doing this to her, Rosalie looked to Carlisle "I hate humans but not her" she mumbled "why can we not just tell her"
Carlisle sighed "she must find out herself, we do not want her running away" he mumbled before he looked up at her room one last time before speeding away.

That night talia could do nothing but hold onto her sister for dead life as she cried for the love she wished so deeply that she could have but knee deep down that right now, at this moment in time she could not have them, the thoughts that saddened her the most were that she believed she would never be able to be with them the way she wished, she believed everyone would hate her for the thoughts she felt about their adoptive father. And she couldn't help but wish she could be in his or any of their arms at that moment but sometimes wished do not come true.