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CHAPTER 39 - dear liv

a/n - please vote and comment, you're in for a rollercoaster, buckle up ;)

a few months pass by, the drama with olivia and i dying down on social media, being replaced with new drama. apparently, olivia's new boyfriend cheated on her at a new years party. 

i wanted to text her, tell her that i'm sorry. but i'm sure she didn't wanna hear from me sine she unfollowed me on social media. of course, i overthought everything, though.

maybe it was overthinking that made me feel physically sick. doubt it was food poisoning, i've barely been eating these past 10 days. i was sleeping 16 to 20 hours a day, barely being able to stand up for 30 seconds. i didn't tell anyone though. i guess you could say i was the human form of the second verse to 'prom dress' by mxmtoon.

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11:20pm

we're too uncreative to think of a gc name

guys

i have a crisis

harold styles
what is it?

i don't think i'm gonna get over olivia

i still love her

and it's been almost a year

what do i do :(

harold styles
move on would be the logical answer

my madelyn
move on and date me

timmy
tell her!

okay u guys gave me three choices
in three seconds

i've tried moving on for a long long time harry

my madelyn
you haven't tried dating me tho 🥰

i'm being serious madsss

my madelyn
okay sorry😭

i think you should tell her

i don't wanna text her tho
incase she doesn't respond that would
be so embarrassing

timmy
write a letter

sending it to her house is gonna take days

i can't wait days

bc then i'll regret it and un send it

harold styles
go to her house and drop it off

my madelyn
i agree

okay i'll write one now

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i turn off my phone, sitting on my chair. getting a piece of paper and a pen, i start to write my heart out.

dear olivia,

i know you're probably gonna ask why i'm writing this in a letter, but i'd figure this is the best way. i also know that you probably don't wanna be associated with me whatsoever, but i can't sleep knowing that you could be anyone's at any time.