Walking On Memories (Betrayal Series #4)

CHAPTER 25

"Hi baby!"

Ang ganda niya, i pulled her closer to me and kissed her forehead. My girl Shai, she's so fucking beautiful ang swerte ko sakanya.

I'm so clingy when it comes to her. Hindi naman kase siya nakakasawang lambingin.

"Baby nood na kase tayo," i hugged her, i wanted to spend my time with her nang hindi sinasayang ang oras namin, every time is so precious when I'm with her.

"Baby kiss me again," i whispered to her ears. Fuck nakakaadik 'yung halik niya. Gan'to ba talaga epekto niya saakin! Ayoko siyang mawala.

But fuck someone interrupted us. Hindi tuloy namin natuloy 'yung ginagawa namin. But it's fine, alam kong hindi pa siya handa.

I badly wanted to take her right now, but she's not ready, i know that.

I woke up around midnight, nakatulog pala ako habang hinihintay siyang matapos sa plates niya. Pero wala siya sa tabi ko, umuwi na kaya siya?

Bumangon ako but i smile when i saw her peacefully sleeping on my sofa. My baby is so cute, bahagyang naka-uwang ang bibig nito at nakakunot ang noo.

Umiling ako bago siya binuhat para roon sa kwarto ko matulog, marahan ko siyang inihiga. I lay beside her and kissed her forehead. Hindi ako magsasawang titigan siya, nakakapanghina ang mukha niya, napaka ganda niya.

"Wake up baby! May pasok ka pa!"

Nagluluto ako nang umagahan namin but i also decided to wake her up kahit na alam kong pagod siya sa paggawa nang plates kagabi. Ang ganda niyang tignan e, kaya lang may pasok siya kaya ginising ko.

"Malapit na 5th monthsarry natin, may plano ka ba?"

I asked my baby habang gumagawa ito ng plates. Valentine's is our monthsarry. Date she said, kaya lang masyadong common na 'yon as far as i want i want something unique for a very rare girl like her. Handa naman akong gastusan siya, may pera naman ako dahil minsan tumutulong ako sa farm namin.

My girl is so simple, ayaw niya talaga nang mga bagay na paggagastusan!

I wanted her to feel loved, 'yung pagmamahal na kaya kong ibigay sakanya dahil alam ko 'yung pagtrato sakanya nang mga magulang niya sakanya. She doesn't deserve the way they're treating her.

"You're the strongest person i know." Well of course except to my mom. I wanted her to feel loved nga e.

"Did i disturb you?" She asked me, mabuti at saktong natapos ko ang reviewers ko para may time na ako sakanya.

"No, no you're never a distraction to me." I answered her. Pahinga ko nga siya e, kapag pagod ako makita ko lang siya, ngitian niya lang ako tanggal pagod agad.

I don't know what with some girls, may girlfriend na ako pero hindi pa rin nila ako tinitigilan. Ilang beses ko ng sinasabi sakanila.

"I have a girlfriend," i completely ignore the woman na may binigay na chocolate saakin.

"But i can be better than her!" Ang kulit naman nito.

"No one is better than her for me." Ayon! Mabuti na lang at umalis na siya. Pagbalik ko kay Tyler nandoon na si Shai i smiled at her.

"Happy monthsarry," i kissed her, damn I can't wait for our more monthsarry's.

I gave her a necklace, pinasadya ko na 'yon at pinalagyan nang pangalan niya. She's something to be treasured.

Kahit wala siyang regalo saakin okay lang, sapat na siya. With her wala na akong mahihiling pang iba kun'di mapasakanya ako habang buhay.

I was a playboy but i changed when i met her.

That night i claim her as mine, she's fucking mine. Saakin siya.

I admire her for being strong. Despite of the way her family treated her, she's so strong, my baby is so strong.

"Shhh baby, I'm here. No one will hurt you." I whispered at her. That's true of course, i can never let anyone hurt her.

She never failed to make me feel loved, and I would never failed to make her feel she's alone, nandito lang ako palagi sa tabi niya.

"What is happening here?" May umaaway sakanya, siyempre kay Shai ako kakampi! Hindi ko nga siya inaaway tapos sila may gana siyang awayin.

"Girlfriend mo gutom 'ata," kumunot ang noo ko nang lapitan ako ng kaibigan ni Shai, si Jirah 'ata. I stand up, bibilhan ko siya ng pagkain.

Hindi ko naman alam ang gusto niya kaya ice cream na lang, it's weird dahil ayaw niya raw no'n.

She's getting weird this past few days, she's so being clingy pero hindi naman ako nagrereklamo.

"Ms. Chavez those things na nararamdaman niyo is just normal for pregnant women."

Hindi ko alam nararamdaman ko nung narinig ko 'yon. Yes i want children with her, pero hindi pa ngayon. Pero wala naman akong magagawa nandiyan na e! All we have to do ay gawan nang magandang kinabukasan 'yung bata.

I done everything to be a better father and a husband for her. I wanted to make sure that everything is okay for her, and for our future child.

She's so sensitive kaya palagi akong nakabantay sa tabi niya. I also found a new job. Ayokong umasa sa mga magulang ko, that's my fault after all.

Mahirap pala magtrabaho, but whenever i was thinking about Shai ginaganahan ako. This is for her.

But maybe happy things isn't happy all the time.

I fucked up, kulang pa 'yung atensyon na binigay ko sakanya. Hindi ako para sakanya, she fucking deserve someone better, hindi ako na nagkulang.

Nahulog 'yung anak namin, it's my fucking fault tangina ayokong mawala siya e. Kaso lang ayokong masaktan ko siya, masakit kase mahal na mahal ko 'yon e, kailangan ko lang palayain.

But I'm glad that before she left, she also left me a letter.

Kiel,

Baby you know na kahit wala na ako diyan
Sa tabi mo, I'm always so proud of you. Achieve your dreams without me, kaya mo naman
Siguro mabuhay na wala ako diba?
I always wish you all the best Kiel, this is
Not the end, nagsisimula pa lang tayo.

—Shai.

I hugged her letter at doon ko lang nalaman na umalis siya.

Umalis siya, umalis siya rito sa Pilipinas. Pero masaya ako, that's it baby achieve all your dreams, kaya mo naman 'yan nang wala ako sa tabi mo. Nandito lang ako para suportahan ka.

I wanted all the best for you, sana makita mo 'yung taong mamahalin ka ng totoo. Hindi magkululang sayo, at hindi ka sasaktan.

I know that you can achieve every dreams the we both dream, and i know you can do it alone.