Contentment in chaos

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 Keeping my eyes closed,

I can't afford to sleep.

Giving away all the promises,

I know which I can't keep.

Nothing fills the emptiness,

that has seeped into my chest...

Well, darkness has a hunger that's insatiable.

And lightness has a call that's hard to hear.

The voices inside,

Have been eating me,

Whatever I feared, it came to life,

How would I know,

That this could be my fate?

I'm only faking when I get it right,

When I get it right...

The deeper I go, however much I've exposed,

The more I search in my heart,

I just can't find the answer,

I end up finding many questions.

I am feeling mixed up, and it's difficult to escape.

With a dark path that I can't seem to find an exit from.

In a whirlpool, I must endure and suffer.

Turn down the lights,

Turn down the bed,

Turn down these voices inside my head.

You're so blue

Am I still breathing?

Nobody had found that deeper meaning

Has everyone gone blind?

Only I know it's not the truth when I say, "I'm fine." ~K.D (Me)

Distress...

Distress was what Draco was feeling at the moment his memories came back; he felt overwhelmed — overwhelmed with guilt, anxiety, and fear... Fear of everything happening to become a sweet dream and him waking up in his original nightmare, fear of losing all this yet again when he had finally started to believe it was reality... Yet, a tiny bud of hope blossomed in his heart.

'Maybe... just maybe, I can finally save mother from being murdered... Finally, I can keep her and even Pansy safe... Save Theo and Blaise...'

'Maybe I really can—but Draco didn't dare let the hope linger...

'Hopes are meant to be crumbled'. That was what his thirty-six years of life had taught him...

So, when he made his way out of the healing chamber after making his wings fade...

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