Deceptions-(Drarry)

Tea in the Hell

 A/N - This chapter is inspired from Hindu mythology (only names and the positions of gods... the rest is pure fantasy coz hinduism doesn't believe in Archangels) because-
1. In this story Potter family has ties with India.
2. Hinduism is one of the most ancient religions and fitted my story correctly.
3. I am Hindu and don't know any other mythology to the extent I know about Hinduism and I didn't want to offend anyone coz of my lack of knowledge.

When darkness comforts you more than light,

Smiling all day while crying at night

Gosh!, I'm not talking about hook-ups or love at first sight.

Ever thought about the pain?

When you are not even sure whether your efforts will work or if they will all go in vain.

When you realise that all the people around you are snakes,

but you can't avoid them for fuck's sake.

When you need no friends with wings,

All the angels you know put concrete in your veins.

When you have to check the mirror to see if you are still here & when realising that the reality is still the same,

The disappointment is too hard to bear.

The diary with bloodstains

Only that could explain...

There's nothing to gain,

And I can't fight the pain.

I only wish that, as if no one knew my name...

Sobbing in the shower, assuming it to be rain,

I don't know why I always try to hide it. Indeed, I'm insane.

Always preferring to be alone,

Life is a bitch. Only company calls bring life to my phone.

My parents had no clue.

Why do I have my skin covered in patches, red and blue?

My diaries will explain,

Why are there red spots on the papers which are supposed to be plain...

When your only hope is to get tattoos,

When you just want to run away from all of society's taboos...

The days don't seem to change,

I don't want the spotlight. I don't want fame.

I just kept wishing there would be nothing to lose if no one knew my name...

When your life needs an upthrust,