Dear Diary

TENTH

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Rose Ferrari

A lot has happened between us in the last 4 days. By the time I got off the plane and had to travel with Charles, I already felt like it wasn't going to be a simple weekend. I fell in love with Charles Leclerc. I fell in love with the boy I looked at as an enemy whose life I had somewhat ruined and completely lost his self-confidence because of me. Then we talked, he hugged me, I felt he likes me. Everything was perfect until the kiss that happened between us. It was a mistake to tell the truth. We both made mistakes because we said we wouldn't nurture feelings for each other, but it did happen. We started to get closer, but now I feel like we couldn't be further apart...
...And why all this? The answer is really simple. Because I felt sorry for him. Emotions dominated me and I had nothing to do. I was forced to reassure the boy and realize that the kiss I got from him gave me tremendous confidence. By the way, it was good. His hot lips when I got to the number I just felt how lucky I was...

The race went well in the end. Charles finished in 2nd place, which was quite a success compared to not being able to finish the race many times before. He hugged me, applauded me, thanked me for helping me with this, but I think it was just a formality on his part as my father kept track of our every move.
The trip home arrived which was pleasant to be honest as Charles and I were forced to continue to play our part. The boy slept on my shoulder while I was trying to read Vogue's new magazine. And Mom and Dad just admired us that their only little girl was "in love" again.
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Eventually Charles went to Monaco and I went back to Maranello alone for a week. I decided to leave the family mansion and retire alone from my family for a while. So I rented out a little homeland and decided it would be the best possible decision to relax.
I felt cruel. I cheated and took advantage.

The next day I went shopping at a local small shop where to my surprise I met Pierre Gasly. The boy seems to have just been in Italy, which was not a drop from a Frenchman.

-Rose!, how good to see you here,-- Pierre said and hugged me

-You big boy too, but how are you here?

-I could ask you that too after I heard you kidnapped my best friend's heart,-- Pierre said. Well, maybe I could tell him the truth, no, no, it's just a game, there's no room for love here, but I felt like I couldn't do that with Charles. I can't betray him

-I came here to relax a bit, there was too much fuss around me and around Charles, --I said and I tried not to blush

-You're weird to me

-Why is that ? I think it's completely natural since I couldn't stand the crowd so far

-But you are the grandson of Enzo Ferrari.

-Don't even say ... Pierre, don't even say...

-Rose what's wrong with that? You can be proud of your grandfather and think about how big a kingdom it is that everything stays the same. Charles is a really nice guy and believe me the Ferrari team will be able to stay in family hands

-Pierre !!! You're thinking too far ahead. I don't want to live my life with Charles, --I said and I put the basket out of my hand

-Rose, I don't understand you. But I don't want to, and now it's really better to let you rest. --said Pierre and hurried away from me. Would I seriously be such a monster now? I don't believe it all at first. Someone save me from here ...

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There were quiet footsteps in the little kitchen as I was just preparing my little dinner for myself. I looked out of the kitchen and saw him. Charles stood in front of me with a bag. He was wearing red pants and a white t-shirt. He looked very handsome and was already unconscious. And I was standing in front of him so that my hair was tousled, an apron was hanging around my neck, and my t-shirt was also a piece of faded color.

-Other times, you'd better close the door, --Charles said

-What are you doing here ?

-I was looking for you Rose,--said the boy

-You're looking in the wrong place because I'm not available right now. You better go now because I don't want anything from you. You don't want anything from me either, so you said that after our kiss. So it was a shame you had to travel here.

-Rose, I was thinking. That kiss meant a lot to me. Since then, I can only think of you....I want to feel your lips again. I want to smell you and I want to hold your hand.

-Don't be stupid Leclerc!

-And don't be a stupid Ferrari! Because you bear that name, you might sometimes think of something else. You are selfish and willful. You won’t accept it if things don’t turn out the way you want them to.

-Is that why you traveled here to quarrel?

-Rose, you're in love with me. You treat me like this because you can’t accept that you are incapable of controlling your feelings.

-What feelings? What are you talking about? --I said. The trouble is, Charles was pathetically right.

-You know what I'm talking about. Rose, I love you!

I stood in shock in front of the boy in my apron. He said the word I had been feeling for months. He proved to me that he can be good too, and with that sentence, our role-playing was no longer just a game. It has become a reality. Two broken souls served on top of each other and everything changed dramatically .... I jumped on Charles' neck and our lips became each other again.

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