Dear Diary

THIRD

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Charles Leclerc

The little brown-haired girl can behave so much but so annoyingly. It’s too big for you just because it bears the Ferrari name. A person with a Ferrari name should be confident, but not so much. This is an exaggeration ...

It was the turn of the messages after the Gucci fashion show. It surprised people that I left the evening with a model girl, but I don’t know why. After all, it’s natural for me to take whoever I want in my bed. They were also surprised that the two ladies of the Ferrari family were with me. To tell you the truth, too ....
I woke up in Maranello again in the morning and as the sun went down in my apartment I knew right away that it was time to get up. I went down the gray marble stairs and headed for the kitchen. I opened the refrigerator door, but I had to worry that there was nothing in it. It was completely empty. After all, I've been in town for 2 days now and I haven't even had time to buy any food. So I was forced to write a message to my coach to bring my breakfast to the factory as well.

Charles Leclerc
Morning, please bring my breakfast to the factory, there is nothing at home

Andrea Ferrari
Sure, but it would be time to go shopping. You shouldn't live here in the factory...

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My coach was absolutely right. Actually, he's always right. I ruin my life by devoting all my time to testing and simulating. I don’t have time left for myself and I should definitely change that. But I don’t know and it’s all because of a lot of accidents. After all, I want them to see that I am capable of the performance I need to drive a Ferrari in Formula 1, but in my current situation, I feel out of place right now.

After a long thought, I got dressed and then picked up the key to my black car and headed for the Maranello track.

I immediately headed for my room at the factory as I was already very, very hungry. At first I could have imagined that I would endure without food for almost 10 hours, but I still felt I would succeed. As I was just rushing to the other side of the factory I saw Rose. Poor girl was just unhappy with the papers in her hand because she couldn't press the elevator button.

-Charles Leclerc, it is not appropriate early in the morning to laugh at the other, --she murmured

-Don’t get mad, but you’re so funny, --I said and I really laughed. She narrowed her eyes grimly and looked at me pleadingly. Her lips filled with blood and she took a deep breath

-Press it, and I pressed it. --Rose got into the elevator and set off on her business. And I stood there on an empty stomach and realized that there was a little desire for the Ferrari girl...

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Another workout followed which I understandably barely survived. I couldn’t get over the thought that girl had caused me all day. Her lips were in front of my eyes and a thought ran through my mind through every shield. I remembered what I would do if the girl was in bed under me. I would grab her perfectly round breasts and kiss them. My fingers would tickle her nipples in a circular motion and I would grasp Rose’s hips sensually. I would pull the girl closer to me and let our skin touch each other. Blessed is what I think, for we are enemies. Rose hates me and I'm a taper ...

-Charles, Binotto was looking for you,-- my coach said while I was just finishing the simulation.

-All right, tell him I'm going. ,-- I said and I got the Ferraris T-shirt for myself and headed to my boss’s office.

The office was homey to me as I had to come here quite a bit lately. By the way, I know this place really well since I’ve been with the team for many years. Gathering my thoughts, I opened the glass door and then entered the red room. Binotto sat across the door, standing next to Alfredo Ferrari. I swallowed hard because I knew it might be the last time I could wear my Ferrari t-shirt.

-Charles--, greeted Mr. Ferrari and extended his hand for a greeting

-Hi--, I said a little shy.

-First of all, thank you for bringing the light of my two eyes home from the fashion show, these two women are the most important thing in my life so it’s good to know they were safe with you--, Ferrari said

-It was really nothing--, I said with a smile

-Charles, you know we made the decision for you.-- , Binotto began--, we thought a lot about not doing good to the team as you smash a car in every race.
We know why you're here. We know you want to grow and we don’t want to take that opportunity away from you

-Then what about me? Is it all because of Jules? Or because of Rose ?,-- I asked. Ferrari looked at me and looked at me in amazement

-What are you talking about? --He asked

-Rose said she wanted to ruin me. The trouble is, I'm in Jules' place. This girl doesn't even know that Jules helped me here.

-I'll put you on probation from now on! --, said Binotto

-What ?, --suddenly everything darkened around me. I didn't believe what they said. --After all, I always looked at the interests of the team, every year. I have dedicated my life so far to this team. I did everything I could to make Seb perform well. And would you rather let me down now? You are pathetic! ,-- I said and ran out of the office

I hurried straight to the office, I knew Rose had to be here somewhere. I knew it. Suddenly all the thoughts of love disappeared from my head and instead dark thoughts filled my head. I saw Rose at a table talking to a woman.

-I knew, but I didn’t think you were so pathetic, --I said

-What's wrong with you,  Leclerc?-- Rose asked

-What's wrong? I've been on probation for you! Just because of you !!!! You hate me, even though I thought you had a little humanity in you, but I had to realize I was wrong. You are pathetic and you will still regret it!

-I don't know what you're talking about, Charles, now calm down, --she said and touched my hand

-I don't want to calm down. I want justice and I never want to see you again,-- I said at last.

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