Song:
I'm not surprised we have tension,
like a author and a reader I left you second guessing
You took a hiatus from me,
coming back to me like a bookmark when you're bored
Mad you made a fool out of me,
I took a turn the universe didn't expect
Ending us was all me,
no more texts or laughs or anything
I lay in bed at 6 in the morning wondering why,
why do I fuck up everything?
I know these feelings I have for you will pass,
they definitely have for others
Tonight I write out my misery,
questioning my worth
The amount of times I told myself I'd refrain from you,
just to end up back in square 1
My eyes burn from the endless tears that spill,
yet it is my heart that hurts
Even though it was because of my eyes I saw you,
it was my heart that pushed me to love you
I know deep down one day you'd hurt me,
but I didn't care
You'll always be more loved,
even at your worst
Still I pray for the day your name is a mere memory,
for I know I'm moving on
There will be a day where I will have new people, new memories, new problems
none of which include you
For now I sit in class,
looking back at when we used to be friends
When everything was so innocent,
when I thought of you as the answer to my problems
Now you're one of them.
