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Kostas Tsimikas - love me or leave me

How had it happened? How was the man that I thought was going to be my forever was going to be with, making me question everything. It wasn't the same, they say theirs a fine line between love and hate but I guess I never released how fine that was. Not for me I love him with everything I have in me from his olive tone skin to his scar that sits perfectly on his stomach that would sparkle in the sun. The soft curls he has that frame his face perfectly. However, he must've crossed that fine line a long time ago the way he would walk away like he hates me. What have we become? We would never go to bed angry but that's all we seem to lately. I just want him to love me because I can still be the only one he needs the only one close enough to breathe. I Could still be that place where you run to when you don't know what to do I would give you my heart but would you heal it or break it all apart?

Kostas had the ability to make somebody feel loved by the simplest gestures like the soft wink he would send my way when he comforts me while we have company or when he rubs my thigh on our drives just because he wants to be close.

Me and Kostas met 2 years ago in Santorini in Greece while I was on a family holiday and Kostas was on Football break with his. It started as what you thought would be a summer fling the sneaky hook-ups while your family was sleeping and little beach dates but it was a week in when you both realised you both had so much to give for a summer fling. Fast forwards 2 years where you and Kostas shared a house in Liverpool with your two dogs Maui and Furte.

However it had all changed, nights were longer as I sat isolated in the cold empty house while Kostas was anywhere I weren't. I couldn't even tell you where it all went wrong? What happened? I would question every night how was this fair? I tell him he's hurting me the mixed signals he gives me. I give him the chance to explain himself but instead he calls me crazy and theirs's nothing wrong he's lying and I know he knows. But I can't carry on like this if he loves me he needs to fight for me otherwise he needs to leave me.

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"Hey Kostas can we talk?" You asked your boyfriend as he walked into the Lounge from training

"Depends what's it about I'm busy?" Kostas sighed as he put his keys in the dish on the side of the sofa

"Whatever is going on with us I have had enough of it"

"Oh seriously y/n not again" Kostas dramatically sighed as he walked into the kitchen

"Yes again we only have to do it so much because you lie and say we are fine and that I'm crazy but I know you hate me. But I just want to know what I did to make you hate me?"

"I don't hate you y/n this is what I mean when I say your crazy" Kostas laughed

"Ok tell me one thing one thing you have done in the last 3 months to show me that you don't hate me? You used to tell me you loved me but you don't anymore what have we become Kostas" you said raising your voice

"Go on Kostas if you don't hate me" you provoked

"I don't have time for this y/n to be reassuring your insecure ass every five minutes" Kostas shouted walking away

"Stop walking away from me" you shouted

"Why" Kostas bitterly replied

"Because your walking away like you hate me" you said your voice breaking

"Stop saying that" Kostas screamed at you

"Well then do something prove to me you don't hate me show me your still the man that promised me an eternity of happiness be the man I want" you shouted

"Y/n-"

"Look I can take this hard but you have a choice Kostas you heal it or break it all apart because this isn't fair. You either love me or hate me" you sobbed

"I can't answer that y/n" Kostas whispered

"That's what I thought" you said stroking a tear away from your cheek

"I can't answer that because I don't love you anymore but I also don't hate you" Kostas voice cracking as he struggles to hold his emotions

"Then I guess it's settled I will start packing." you whispered turning around as Kostas pulled your arm back

"Please don't go I can fix this" Kostas said as he finally let his emotions take the better of him

"I'm not going to force you to love me so I will leave you" you said tugging your arm back from his firm grip

"Y/n look at me just for one second" Kostas begged

"I will be the man you need one day the man who loves you for eternity but just not right now. It's not our time yet." Kostas said as he planted a kiss on my head before he walked away for good.

A/N: Hi everyone I'm back sorry for the long absence but I hope you enjoy this imagine. Also how are we at nearly 68k that's crazy thanks for everything. <3