My Last Breath || A Tarlos Love Story

The bond ch.11

After Carlos cleaned up the bathroom Carlos took Tk back to bed getting in along side him Tk laid his head on Carlos chest wrapping his arm around Carlos's stomach

" I'm sorry about your bathroom .." Tk said as he traced his fingers up and down Carlos's shirt " you don't have to talk to me if you don't won't to - I'm worried about you tho .."Carlos said "I'm just tried .." Tk said " I'm tired of the nausea I'm tired of throwing everything up I'm tired of not being able to do what I love I'm tired of letting you down .." Tk said as Carlos rubbed his back soothingly " your not letting me down ." Carlos said sitting up Tk got up sitting crisscross applesauce on the bed facing Carlos

"Carlos I'm nothing but a basket case I don't understand what your getting out of this relationship." Tk said rubbing Carlos's hand " your not a basket case Tk ." Carlos said " really because most of our dates have been you coming with me to get chemo ?" Tk said " then we will go on more real dates ." Carlos said " see that's you trying to please me I need you to understand that you can leave if you want ." Tk said

" you don't understand Ty ." Carlos said " the. Help me understand cause I'm lost honestly los ." Tk said " you are the kindest person I've met the only person I feel like gets me . Even when you feel like shit you still are always smiling and laughing and making theese corny jokes that kill me . You so smart and so sweet and caring and your a dork who makes me smile the second you walk into a room and sure most of our dates have been you getting chemo but it doesn't seem like that's what we're doing because when I'm with you it doesn't matter what we're doing I'm with you and that's all that I want that's what makes me happy ." Carlos said

Tk brought his lips to Carlos's Carlos brought his hands to the side of Tk's neck Carlos reached for the bottom of Tk's shirt lifting it over his head this was their first time having sex together most of the times when it could have happed Tk was to tired or sick to even commit so Carlos never saw Tk's port scar Tk noticed it when Carlos took his shirt off it was something he was insecure about and Carlos could tell " it's beautiful.." Carlos smiled " are you sure you wanna do this ?" Carlos questioned "shut up and kiss me ." Tk said removing Carlos's shirt before he knew it Carlos as flipping Tk over and crawling over him

For the first time in a while Tk let himself give love and accept someone else's love he never thought he was capable of being loved but Carlos showed him that wasn't Tk true and Tk actually believed it