Friends or Lovers?

Chapter 11 {Yeah I fucked it all}

Tay's p.o.v.

After our great time at the carnival, Off
and I went back to the hotel room, where
we are supposed to spend our night. We lied
besides each other. Off sighted and looked
at me.

“Did you had fun?" He asked me.

“Yes." I replied.

“Ah I'm glad that my plan went successful
and you enjoyed!"

“Um... Off?"

“Yeah?"

“Do you think something changed?"

“What?"

“Between us...? Like did something changed?"

“Huh? What are you trying to say?
Everything is exactly the way it used to be."

“Um..."

“Tay what is wrong with you nowdays? You
seem to talk pointlessly."

“No... Nothing... I just... It's nothing Off...
You should sleep. Good night."

“Um good night."

I looked away from him, trying to solve the
shit in my mind. Like I am not understanding
anything! It's just so shitty! I am not understanding why the who friend who is with me since about 12 years... How is he suddenly so different in my eyes?... Why my heart is beating fast around him? Why do I don't like the guy whom I am supposed to like? Why do my old crazy friend is becoming special to me? Why do I feel jealous over him? There are so many questions... But not a single answer! I don't want to be without him but why? We are just friends, aren't we?

I looked back at him, he was quite close to me. I could hear his breath. Honestly he looks pretty cute while sleeping... I don't know how my body automatically just went close to him. I played with his hair for a minute... Until I focused on his beautifully shaped lips. I felt like they are calling me, I carefully moved closer to him and touched those beautiful lips with mine... I know shouldn't have but when I have already did it... It just feels so right but my senses just made me pull back cause if he wakes up, I'm death.

I looked at him carefully... My mind just keeps remembering the small things he did for me, without an effort... Those small things matters so much to me... How come I never noticed before? His good morning messages... Wake up already calls... Making new dishes and have me try them... Talking care of me whenever I am sad, whenever I needed... Reminding me that I should love myself more than my lover... His giggles... Letting me stay over when I have a fight with my parents... Buying things even though he needs to earn money with so much hard work... Cursing me every now and then but always ready to break someone's face who cursed me...

AH WHY DIDN'T I REALIZED EARLIER!?

I guess I am in love with my best friend...

Max's p.o.v.

Off took a vacation for two days... It means more work load. Ah I need to do it all by myself! Hate it so much!

I just finished Off's shift by myself and trust me, I know why always keeps asking for a raise of wage. If it was me I'd have protested. I closed the shop as it was the closing time. I and Tul sat on a sofa.

“Ah I'm so tired today!"

“Haha just by this?" He said.

“Well... Normally I just instruct... But when I worked, I understood that it's pretty hard. Plus the problematic costumers! They just get on my nerves!"

“Haha serves you right!"

“Oh common why?!"

“Well you are a stingy boss, so it DOES serves you."