I Can't Stop Even If It's Wrong!!

Chapter 11

"Why the fuck u keep doing that? Have u forgotten how to drive!?"

"Oh, I didn't forget! I just know you really like being near me... don't u Styles?"
He says accelerating the bike, moving it some more and then again pressing breaks, making me grab his waist.

"Fuck you! I don't want to ride with you!" I say angrily, moving back to my original position, trying to get off the bike.
However, I couldn't as he started the bike and was going really fast!! I was holding onto his jacket for dear life!!

"Oh but u are! Because you can't seem to stay away from me....can you Harry? Isn't that why you put on these glasses or is it to impress someone else?" He says loudly through the fast bike ride.

I had barely heard him and when he sped up the speed, I felt like I was gonna pass out! He was going way too fast for me to comprehend! I was gripping his stomach so that I don't fly away with the wind or fall off. My blunt nails were definitely digging through his shirt. My forehead was completely on Louis's shoulder, and my eyes hurt because of how hard I was pressing down and tightly closing them, so that I don't blur out, watching how fast we were going. And before I was gonna yell at him to slow down, he had stopped the bike and I realised he was slapping on my wrists to get them off of his stomach. The feeling was faint as I was still going through whiplash. I could hear him but my body just didn't want to move.

"Jeez! You are squeezing the air out of my lungs! Harold! Harold! U can loosen your death grip! We are here! Harold!!" He says, giving me a harsh slap on my arm that made me revert my arms and I immediately sat straight.

When he started removing his helmet, I quickly got off the bike, still a little dizzy, but much better and started making my way to the uni's gate.

I was fucking angry at him! I would have punched him really hard if I was collected enough! He should realise that not everyone enjoys speed, some people have a fear of speed! What was even the point of what he did!? I hate him! I so hate him!

I continue grumpily walking to the class without acknowledging anyone or anything. I swear if I hadn't seen Niall waving to me with his addictive smile and bubbling personality, I would have surely not been able to get through the day. I make my way to sit near him and suddenly, we are joined by Gideon. Well, technically, him and his friends. And then the class starts.

Honestly, I was trying my best to concentrate but I was distracted by Gideon's constant glances towards me and his small touches. He was sitting close to me, close enough to have accidentally brushed our fingers when he tried to slide his phone a little on the desk, close enough to have unintentionally touched my forearm or shoulder. It didn't feel like he was trying to distract me but I wasn't sure. Maybe I was a little over my head to think like that. I kept thinking that and it got me to focus on the class.

The day went by quickly, with me, Niall, Gideon and his friends laughing and joking. It was nice to be included somewhere, to be talked to and not about, especially for someone who was hated and left out just because they were good students, nerdy, polite and respectful. I liked Gideon's friends. They were not jocks like you would expect them to be. Ray played drums in the college band, Shaky was a painter, he loved art. Fray was more like into drama and theatre. And Gideon, well, he loved sports and he liked outdoor activities like fishing, hiking, archery, and what not. Also, he was really rich like Richie rich rich. I don't hold someone's wealth against them, but what if he turns out to be a brat like that Tomlinson!? And as soon as his name popped in my head, I was again filled with rage. But nevertheless, a bad joke by Niall got me all laughing again and I almost forgot about Louis.

Niall had to be home to take his cousin to the market, so, he left early, leaving me and Gideon and his friends to hang out. After a few minutes, it was only me and Gideon as his friends left for their respective reasons. It was a little awkward, sitting in the hall alone with him. We didn't have anything better to do so all of us had come to the music hall for the class a little early. Neither of us talked for some seconds and then,  Gideon gets up from his seat behind me and sits near me, just talking to me, laughing. We talk and talk and talk and then, he tells me something that made my breath hitch,

"You look so goddamn hot in these glasses Harry! Ive been waiting to tell you that all day!"

I look over to him in shock and embarassment but he just smiles at me. I open my mouth to say something but close immediately not sure what to say and the next thing I know is that the hall starts filing up and I am just sitting there feeling confused.
He just complimented you, Harry! Why are u confused!? More importantly, what exactly are u confused about!? I was trying to thank him, but apparently my mouth wasn't convinced I should say that! The class started, and in moments I had forgotten about what Gideon had said because I was distracted by Louis and his giggly laugh. He was sitting a few benches in front of me.

Now, in any other circumstances, I would have totally ignored him, because he would have been his usual self.....right? Like hanging out with those two guys, which I assume are his friends, but not today! No, because today, 'those friends' were replaced by a girl who I had never seen before. Maybe she was there and I didn't notice her but the point is, Louis seemed exceptionally close to her, not figuratively but literally, like it looked like he would take her on his lap any moment now. Not to mention, he wouldn't stop flirting with her and won't stop making her all giggly! What is wrong with him!? Can't he see that she is befriending him only for his money? Is he that naive!? What if they both are- my thoughts were interrupted by Gideon's touch to my waist.

He hadn't touched my waist on purpose, but it was sort of like a support since he was bending from his seat to pick up his pen. I look over at him and he apologises, removing his hand. I just nod my head not saying anything. I was still hella confused! I glance at the front and they are gone! Where tf did they go!? They probably went to- the bell rang and once again my train of thought broke. I get up and get out quickly, hoping to find Louis by his bike waiting or perhaps with his friends, but I don't. I thought of waiting for him but why should I? So, I just decided to take Gideon's help.

He had the car, a Ferrari. It was jet black and totally stunning. I hopped into the car, not even glancing around once. He asked for the destination and I just told him the address to the junction. I didn't want him to know the exact address yet and also that me and Louis were related in the most horrific way possible. To my surprise, he didn't drive as fast as I was expecting him to. He drove under the posted speed limit unlike somebody! We reach the junction and then as I was about to walk towards the house, he stops me.

"I am sorry if I made u uncomfortable before. I didn't mean to. I just wanted u to know that u looked really hot- i mean, good" he says in an apologetic tone.

I felt bad for him, so I just tell him it's okay and that he doesn't need to apologise. And at that, he lit up. So much so that he invited me to the party he was having at his bunglow tonight. I ended up agreeing to come to the party, not only because everyone including Niall was gonna be there, but also because Gideon was looking very sad when I tried to refuse. After polite goodbyes, we went to our separate ways. For some reason, my heart was light, thinking about not only getting invited to the party but also knowing that it isn't going to be a prank! I knew it would be fun! Feeling happy and light, I enter the house, going straight to my room, not bothering about Louis and others. I just lie down, putting my headphones and blasting Mac Fleetwood, enjoying the feeling.

*Tell me, how's it going so far!?*