When I feel any type of sadness emotion I feel my Brain shake
And I can hear the sound of thunder in my head. I guess because there's so much Dark clouds in my head full of rain or tears.
That want to break lose, but if it does it might be a thunderstorm or a flood of my tears
Why is sadness, depressed, anxiety, pain, hurt, upset, unloved , lost , vulnerable , weak
A feeling why are those feelings necessary.
At this point I don't know if it's a blessing or a curse that I am alive. I don't love alot of people but it seems when I do they ether
Leave me, hurt me, change, or Die
And people say that Haven is above and hell is Down below.
I asked people if Haven is up and hell is Down so I said we must be hell but they said we must be in the middle
But who ever said anything about a middle between Haven and hell.
At this point how do we even know if Haven and hell is real
And then people say let God handle things
The same god that handle slavery,
the same god who let world war go on,
The same god that let women get raped and killed,
the same god that let people hate each other cuz of their culture race name or background.
Why is life so hectic
Why am I here
am I being punished
There's so many questions I have but I never seem to find a answer.
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✨pomes✨ I just want to be free
Poetrythese pomes are what some people can relate to some not 😁👍🏾 I make these pomes sometimes when sad happy or just in the mood. "Some people have it easy some people have it hard but you never no how they feel". Should I write quotes to. I do...
