I don't know what this pain is anymore. It's worse than the pain I felt when I harmed myself. It's worse than the pain when I would look in a mirror and judge myself.
It hurts so fucking much but I keep pushing it down and down. I am not helping my pain I am just building it all up.
I don't like this why am I like this, why am I here
It feels like beings alive is a punishment. because all the pain and struggles I go through each and every day.
At this point nothing can take pain away.
Nothing can stop this numb feel that I had my whole life
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Poetrythese pomes are what some people can relate to some not 😁👍🏾 I make these pomes sometimes when sad happy or just in the mood. "Some people have it easy some people have it hard but you never no how they feel". Should I write quotes to. I do...