all this pain

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I don't know what this pain is anymore. It's worse than the pain I felt when I harmed myself. It's worse than the pain when I would look in a mirror and judge myself.

It hurts so fucking much but I keep pushing it down and down. I am not helping my pain I am just building it all up.

I don't like this why am I like this, why am I here

It feels like beings alive is a punishment. because all the pain and struggles I go through each and every day.

At this point nothing can take pain away.

Nothing can stop this numb feel that I had my whole life

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