Desiring Chances (Completed)

Chapter 28

CHAPTER 28

I thought he'll do what he promised. But I guess I'm wrong again. Dahil lumipas na ang dalawang linggo at hindi padin siya nagpapakita.

Ikakasal na lang si Rheane wala padin siya. I lost my hope, I lose it... again.

Bakit ba umaasa na lang ako palagi? Pero bakit... bakit kay Andrew kaya kong makalimutan lahat pero sa kaniya hindi? Noon sabi ko hindi ko kayang kalimutan si Andrew dahil alam kong mahal na mahal ko siya... pero nagawa ko.

Pero bakit iba sa kaniya? Why can't I do what I did the last time? I should move on, right what I did when Andrew take Charmee's arms. Now he take Charlene, I should move on.

Pero mahirap, kung kay Andrew ay madali lang pero sa kaniya mahirap. Kasi kasama ko siya noong nawawala ako eh, he's the one who helped me move on from Andrew. And I don't want to use someone like him to move on from him, I don't want to attach myself again to another man.

It may cause me a lot of pain, again. I better used to it. I better use being alone, no man and no love.

"You know what... ang ganda mo para lokohin ng ilang ulit. I won't interfere with your love life but I think it would be better if you'll force yourself to move one, find another man who deserves you more"

I shook my head at Angela and put a lipstick on my lips. "I'll move on, that's for sure. But I know I can't find someone like him, I know I can't unlove him"

She laughed sarcastically and played with my hair. "Uh-huh? Same lines when you broke up with Andrew but you still find another man, bae... in reality you can love thousands of man. You'll get hurt numerous times, hindi nawawala yun. Hindi tayo nakatira sa fictional book na laging nagkakatuluyan ang bida sa mga kwento"

I shook my head again. "Iba si Andrew at iba si Sky Angela, I love Andrew but I love Sky more. Iba ang pakiramdam ko sa kaniya kaysa kay Andrew, I fall in love with Andrew after five months of being in suitor set-up. But I fall in love with Sky in just a matter of time"

After tying my hair she sat beside me. Naghahanda kasi kami para sa kasal ni Rheane, bridesmaids kaming magkakaibigan pero ang iba hindi dahil masyado daw kaming madami.

Pero kumpleto naman kaming lahat, and that includes Yoons twins. They arrived a day before the bachelorette party.

"It's not just about time bae, it about how you feel. Malay mo... nagustuhan mo lang pala siya dahil siya ang kasama mo noong nawawala ka. Maybe you're still into Andrew and you're just blind with it"

Napa-isip ako sa sinabi niya, pero kahit saan ko tignan alam kong siya talaga. Dahil kung hindi, alam kong ini-entertain ko na si Andrew ngayon.

Because a week after Sky leave, he showed up saying he was filing a divorce. That he's ready, he can explain everything. But because I was waiting for Sky, I dumped him. But he didn't stop pursuing me, he still continues his propitiation.

"I don't think so, that's a total crap. I can't unlove him how I unlove Andrew, mas nakakalamang ang pagmamahal ko sa kaniya sa kung sino man"

Angela shook her head, saying her defeat. Alam naman niyang wala na siyang magagawa, kung mahal ko, mahal ko. Kung hindi, hindi.

Alam ko ang nararamdaman ko para sa kaniya. At alam kong talo parin ako kahit sabihin kong kakalimutan ko na siya.

"Oo na, panalo ka na. Let's go, baka sabunutan tayo ni Rheane"

I smiled and and held the end of my dress. It was just a simple floral dress, designed by Rizmen Aloyodan. I was happy for Rheane, ofcourse. Sa lahat ng napagdaanan niya dahil kay Vaughn, she still deserves to end up to a happy ever after.