Desiring Chances (Completed)

Chapter 6

CHAPTER 6

"Ang akala ko ba resignation letter lang ang pinunta mo don? Bakit ang dami mong dala?"

Yan kaagad ang bungad sa akin ni Kry ng pumasok ako sa loob ng bahay niya, mamayang gabi pa ang inuman kaya naman dito muna kami sa bahay niya.

"Kinuha ko lang, I don't want to see their faces ever again"

Kry shook her head and slowly put the milkshake on the table. "Won't mind but you okay? I mean... anong gagawin mo ngayon?"

I sighed and get my milkshake again and sipped a little. "I'll move on and do the math"

She looked confused. "What math?"

Sumandal ako sa upuan at saka matiim siyang tinignan. "Nothing"

She looked at me suspiciously but I just shot my brows and sipped my milkshake. I was planning to, but I think I can't do it. I still have conscience.

After staying inside the room I went to the bathroom and showered. Nagtagal ako sa loob ng banyo ng isang oras, sinasabayan kasi ng luha ko ang patak ng tubig sa katawan ko.

"Let's go"

Kry started the engine and drove the car to Viens house. Sa susunod talaga dapat sa bar na lang ni Ange kami iinom, hindi ko na kakayaning maglinis sa kalat ng mga babaeng yun.

"Nicole!"

They all looked in our way when Rizmen saw me, I slightly smiled and sat in the nearest chair. Kumuha ako ng kanin at ulam dahil bawal na daw uminom kapag hindi pa nakakain, mga lasengga talaga sila kahit puro professional.

"I heard what happened, you okay?" Sivan asked when she sat beside me. I looked at her and slightly nodded at her. She sighed and get a bottle of beer before handing it to me.

"You're not, get wasted I'll take care of them for now"

I smiled at her before drinking the beer she handed. Hindi naman ako madaling malasing pero dahil ilang ulit akong binigyan ng alak ng mga kaibigan ko ay ramdam ko ng nahihilo ako.

Then suddenly, I remembered how Andrew scold me for drinking too much alcohol. Remembering the past my tears began to fall, I lowered my head to hid my tears but Andrew still saw it.

"He don't deserve your tears" She said.

They all looked at me and smiled. "She's right, you're brave and we know you can do this" Sivan spoke.

I heard Heaven's groaned and looked at Andy sharply. "Don't deserve your tears my ass, kaya pala nagpapakatanga ang gaga. Makasabi ka diyan parang worth it na worth it iyakan yang lalaki mo ah!"

I looked at Andy and it seems like she was hurt with Langit's words. I think it started again.

"Wag mo akong pagsalitaan, alam ko ang ginagawa ko"

Sivan rolled her eyes. "Now that you'll do the move, I think I just need to ready myself to be a punching bag"

I sighed and looked away. Even our dearest Andy who always protect us from being hurt because of love still hit it. Hindi talaga nagpapadala si kupido sa lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman ng mga taong natatamaan niya. Well... it's not love if you didn't feel the pain.

I groaned and ready to roared to Rizzy when she slap my mouth to shut me up. Nilagay lang naman niya ang isang malaking karne ng baboy sa bunganga ko habang nakatingin sa bote ng beer ko, sinong hindi magagalit?

"Shut up, I'm bored"

Inis ko siyang inirapan at saka nilunok ang karne. The session ended when they all fell asleep. Konti na lang kaming mga buhay pa kaya naman naglinis na sila.