Desiring Chances (Completed)

Chapter 14

CHAPTER 14

After visiting the company I drove my car to my house. The woman's face keep on lingering inside my mind, when I arrived in my house I immediately lay my back on the bed.

I sighed deeply and stared at the ceiling. Is it right to ignore my dad's problem? I mean... I should volunteer to help not to wait for them to ask for their help right?

I sighed once again and stood up, I get my phone inside my bag and dialed Sky's number. Two rings and he's already on the other line.

[Hey... you called, I thought hindi mo na ako papansinin pagkatapos ng confession ko. Are you alright? Why does your breathing becomes uneven?]

I lay my back on the bed again. I forgot about Sky's confession because of what happened. Ni hindi man lang yun pumasok sa utak ko ng i-dial ko ang numero niya.

"Tama bang... hayaan ko ang pamilya ko na ayusin ang gusot nila? I mean... I need to help right? I'm still a family, I'm confuse Sky. What should I do?"

I didn't hear anything from him, mukhang nag-iisip pa siya ng sasabihin niya.

[What do you think is better? Ano ba ang gusto mong gawin? You should help them if you want to but if you're not... I think you should just let them]

I squeezed my eyes shut and think. Honestly, I don't want to help them. There's a part of me telling that I need to but I know I don't want to. There's a guilt inside my heart but I intend not to mind it.

"I think I should let them, kaya naman na siguro nila yun"

I heard him sighed. [Does... it hurt seeing your father again?] He asked.

I keep my mouth shut. I don't know, I honestly don't know. Worries is the only visible emotion I gave earlier, hindi ako nasaktan o sumaya man lang ng makita ko siya.

Is it because of hatred? Well... I hate hatred, I guess I need to go to the church this instantly.

"No... honestly, I don't feel anything. Is it even normal Sky? Normal pa ba ako?"

I heard him chuckled. [You're too much Nicole, of course you're normal. You're just hurt too much that's why]

Napailing na lang ako kahit na hindi niya ako nakikita. "I hope so too, where are you by the way?"

Nawiwili na talaga akong kausapin si Sky, he's been my comfort this days. Lagi siyang nasa tabi ko simula ng makita niya akong umiyak.

[Hmm...?] I heard him hummed softly in the other line. Looks like he was talking to someone. Then suddenly I heard Raine's voice. [Kuya kain na po... Okay baby, susunod ako]

Sa tingin ko mas na-attract ako sa malambing niyang boses lalo na kay Raine, I heard the door shut in the other line.

[Sorry that was Raine... ano palang tanong mo kanina?]

Umiling ako kahit hindi naman niya ako nakikita. "Wala yun, hindi naman importante. Alis ka na, kumain ka na muna na"

He chuckled and say goodbye.

I was lucky to have him by my side, hindi na ako magtataka kung mahulog ako sa kaniya. He's so likable.

Wait... did I just say I'll fall for him?

Napailing ako sa mga naisip. I shouldn't think about having a commitment this easily, galing pa akong break up. Ayokong madamay ang future boyfriend ko sa mga past ko.

I just stared at the ceiling, I just dozed off without realizing and woke up because the sound coming from my phone. I tiredly get it and answered the call.