It's complicated (boyxboy)

Part 9

Jason's POV

"uh..... I have to go" Tyler's says as he gets up and begins limping towards the door.

He's probably mad at me because I kissed him,again. I wouldn't blame him, he's probably really confused right now, and I'm pretty sure he doesn't think the whole kissing thing is still a sick joke.

"wait! Don't go, not yet." i yell.

"what do you want now?" he asks angrily, its funny how ive never actually seen him angry before.

"I... I.." I stutter again, why can't I just say it. Weird I've hardly ever stuttered before.

"don't even think about kissing me again" Tyler hisses, his face turning red from frustration and fury.

"will you just shut up already, why can't you get that I love you" I yell at him, why the hell did I just say that.

Tyler's POV

Jason just said that he loved me. What kind of game is he trying to play, because it isn't funny anymore.

"what? No you don't" I let out a light laugh.

"No, I really do," he says in a pained voice.

He cant really expect me to believe this, after everything he's done, what kind of game is this.

"what kind of game are you playing? Because it's not funny anymore." I ask angrily.

I really don't know where this burst of courage came from, I'm usually very passive, maybe I've just finally had enough.

Jason sighs, "I'm not playing a game." after everything he can't really expect me to believe this.

"Then what are you trying to do?" I ask "you can't really love me."

"how can I prove to you that I'm telling the truth?" he asks, it's obvious that he's hurting, but why? this is just some kind of sick joke, Jason hates me.

"I don't know, maybe you could try just leaving me alone for once" I say, maybe that came off a bit too cold, but I can't help it, after everything he's done, and now this.

"I can't"

"why not"

"because I love you" Jason shouts, frustrated.

He doesn't seen like he's lying and he sounds like he's really hurt, maybe he is telling the truth.

"ok... Can we please talk about this tomorrow, I have to go home." I say, wanting to leave all of this is too confusing for me.

"fine" Jason says, upset, "you need a ride home."

"no I can walk."

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I finally reach my house it's already one in the morning, it took forever to find my way home, and I had to stop a lot, it's a miracle that the cut on my ankle didn't start bleeding again.

I walk inside my house dad is passed out on the couch, good.

I go upstairs to my room, not bothering to change clothes, I lie down on y bed and almost instantly fall asleep.

For some strange reason I felt no need for the blade tonight.

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Sorry for the long wait

Did my characters seem to girly in this chapter cause I think they do