A/N: THIS IS THE LAST CHAPTER.
"Na-akward ka sa 'kin, no?" Napalingon ako sa kanya nang marinig ito, at walang pagdadalawang-isip na tumango. Wala, totoo naman kasi.
Of course, he's not just my bias and idol... may crush na ako sa kanya. I know, golden rule yon na hindi pwedeng labagin but slight lang naman, well... Alam ko rin naman limits ko.
A, basta.
"But thanks for the dinner," pagbawi ko.
"Si Jaemin hyung ang pasalamatan mo," sabi niya, "speaking of Jaemin hyung, matagal na kayong magkakilala?"
I nodded. We walked, and felt the cold breeze of air. The peace wraps around the nightsky, and the kilig feel's within me. Sino bang hindi kikiligin kung kasama mo ang nag-iisang NCT Jisung, diba?
"Since elementary," sagot ko, "our parents were friends, kaya kami rin," then sighed, "and we used to live here. In Korea, pero nagka-problema kami sa pera, kinailangan naming manirahan sa Pinas to continue the small family business na iniwan ng grandparents ko,"
"Kaya pala. Sa kwento kasi niya sa 'min, you two seems close together,"
"Kwento niya?"
"Hmm," pagtango nito, "He calls you 달의 anytime we talke about you. Saka, kaya pala fluent kang mag korean,"
"Thanks," napayuko ako, at napakagat labi. Shems, kilig to the bones talaga!
"Jisungie," I called.
"Oh?"
"Nana said you recognized me? How?" Tanong ko, dala na rin ng curiosity.
"A, that? I... kinda stalked you? Just a little. Nakita ko rin ang picture mo sa bbl, and... nana showed us your picture," oh, what the.
"So.. you mean..."
"Mm, nakita na ng mga hyung yon," napapikit ako sa sinabi niya. What the heck Jaemin Na! Ang yagit ko kaya sa mga pictures ko! Ampanget ko do'n, e!
"Damn..."
Then I just heard his chuckle, "By the way, nasabi ni Jaemin hyung sa 'kin na... you want to see me. And I said na ako na ang maghahatid ng food since I'll see you and he's giving you the food, and... since I recognize you din naman, pumayag ako--"
"But... your manager will surely scold you with this..." I'm worried.
"They're covering me naman, so no worries. Saka, responsibilidad to ni Jaemin hyung," sabay tawa niya. Kaya natawa rin ako.
After that, natahimik ulit kami, at naglakad lang. Appreciating the skies, and the stars, and feeling the coldness of air... I felt happy. Dream come true na nga kasi yung makapunta sa fanmeet at fansign events, how much more na nakadama ko pang kumain at nakakasama pang maglakad-lakad si bias, diba?
I'm more than lucky with this.
"I still remember your chat that time, Moon," dito ay napatingin ako sa kanya. There I saw him, nilalapit ang mukha sa 'kin paunti-unti, kaya gumapang agad ang kaba sa dibdib ko. I even closed my eyes for some dumb thought. Naiisip ko kasi na baka halikan niya ako. Kasi that's what I've said before!
But, instead of a kiss, isang pitik sa noo ang natanggap ko.
"Ya! Dam--" nakagat ko ang ibabang labi at napapikit. Napahawak sa noo dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman, at realization na hindi niya ako hahalikan. And why would he do that diba?
"ㅋㅋㅋ," siya, at nang tingnan ko si Jisung ay nakita ko rin ang handcuffs pose niya, "something famous I know,"
"Alam ko namang hindi mo gagawin 'yon,"
"Yeah. I'm too young for kisses," Jisung said. And smiled. Tumango ako bilang pagsang-ayon.
"Let's just walk," pagngiti ko, "I liked this more,"
"Okay," saka siya lumakad.
Bahagya akong nagpahuli sa paglakad, at tiningnan ang convo namin ni Shim. She chatted na nasa bahay na siya. I sighed in relief and choose not to tell her muna about this. Maybe when I get home.
Sumunod ako kay Jisung, and secretly took pictures of him while walking... and luckily took some side profile pictures. Pero, nahuli niya ako.
"Hmm," at inaaksyon na naman niya yung handcuffs pose niya, "Moon, this is... something famous--"
"Ano ba, pang wallpaper lang," sabay pakita sa pics, "ang gwapo mo rito..." at tumingin sa mga kamay niya, "stop that, I'm just adoring you,"
Tinawanan lang niya ako... which is a cute thing for me.
"Let's take pictures," sa sinabi niya ay napatunganga ako. And, just took myself back when camera's flash hits my face. "Smile, Moon,"
"Ha? A-a... oo," tango ko, at ngumiti rin.
I smiled and he smiles. He's holding my phone and clicked the camera button for times. At nang matapos ay nakangiti niyang ibinalik yon sakin.
"Well," Si Jisungie, "It's getting late, you have to go home,"
"Yeah..." and then I felt sad. It's getting eleven na nga rin. Hindi ko kasi napansin ang oras, while being with him.
"It's nice being with you anyway. And, I'm hoping we could still be keep in touch? In bbl?"
"O-oo naman," sure yan. I'll always subscribe him.
Naglakad kami ulit pabalik sa apartment na inuupahan ko. Every step I take with him was more than worth it and my night went special because of him. I hope he feels the same.
Until, napahinto na kami, when I finally reached the unit.
"우린 여기," pag-uuna niya.
"You made me so happy. Thank you so much, thanks for this night, Jisungie," kulang pa ang pagtha-thank you ko na yon but that's what I just can give. "Good night,"
I sighed. I can't just let him leave, pero wala akong magagawa. And he needs to be back in their dorm na. Hinahanap na siya ro'n.
Tatalikod na sana ako nang maramdaman ko na lang na hinawakan nito ang kamay ko. Kaya, napatingin ako sa kanya.
"Hmm?" I asked.
"About your wish," hmm?
"What about that?"
"You know I can't really do that," yeah- "but,"
"But....? What is it, Jisungie?--" it feels like my world just stopped when he suddenly... kissed me... in my forehead. My heart like skipped a beat, knowing that his lips were pressed into my forehead. Hindi ako nakagalaw, at hindi makapaniwalang hinalikan niya ako sa noo.
It' s so sweet. This thing's more than... any wish that I could make. It is more than a fan's dream come true.
"Good night," sabi niya nang ihiwalay ang mga labi niya sa noo ko, at naglakad papaalis. Dito ay napahawak ako sa noo, at labis na kilig ang naramdaman.
Gosh. I feel like my soul's flying with happiness!
"Hoy," hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala sa ginawang paghalik ni Jisung sa noo ko!-- "hoy shonget!" Nanalaki na lang ang mga nata nang may tumulak sa 'kin. And it's Shimmy! "Anong nangyari sayo? Kanina ka pa ba nandito?--"
"Shim..." ngayo'y ngiting ngiti ako habang nakatitig kay Shimmy.
"O?"
Hindi ako nagsalita pero abot langit na yata ang ngiti ko. My kiligness already reached it, and keeps on repeating in reaching it.
"Anong nangyari sayo't ngiting ngiti ka?" Tanong niya pero ngiti lang ang sagot ko. I can't really say just quick if what did Jisung did, yet I'll keep it always in my mind. That moment.
I entered the apartment with so much contentment and full of thanks. Hindi ko naman kasi expect 'yon. It made me happy. There, I'll have the most precious remembrance when I leave this place.
Gosh, I'll never forget it. Thank you so much, Jisungie, for making my wish to become true.
