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I watch from afar
As I make those choices
I am not that person. 
I try to get back
But I am stuck behind an iron curtain
There is nothing going on in my mind
I am completely removed from my life

I hate this
I watch myself ignore cries for help and
Ruin friendships and
Turn my back on others and
Play favorites
I see myself disregarding everything I have worked for
And it disgusts me

I need to get back into living my life
But I'm floating above
Watching me walk the edge of a knife

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