KAKUYA POV
It's true. DeVante does have feelings for me, and not just as a friend. I can't even put on the blinders anymore like I want to. It's like a secret being exposed; you CAN'T take it back! What we did....or what we were about to do on that floor was his confession and my body was a priestess if that makes any sense.
It's been three weeks since our little encounter and although I have love for Tupac, my heart belongs to DeVante. It always has and it always will. Pac came by to the apartment only twice to see me, and I'm sick of being lonely, but I don't want to feel vulernable in terms of DeVante. I'm going to see Jodeci in concert tonight and DeVante says we're going to have a serious talk afterwards.
As much as I would love to say that having a backstage pass ROCKS, it doesn't. Maybe because of what's lingering in my mind. I know what we're gonna talk about! I'm scared, but I know I have to face this head on. As the guys performed, I sat comfortably with his Swing Mob artists: Sista, Playa, Suga, Timbaland, Magoo, Ginuwine, and Da Boogieman. K-Ci and Dalvin's girlfriends T-Boz of TLC and Mary J. Blige were like hawks in the sky, ready to beat down any bitch who was looking at their man.
ONE HOUR LATER....
After the autograph signings, photos, and pats on the back for a job well done, I finally got to be alone with DeVante.I was going to take a cab home, but he insisted on driving me himself. The car ride was silent, he opened the door to let me out and we were at the front door.
Me: So....
DeVante: So...
Me: What do you want me to say?
DeVante: Nothing. I need to say something.
I turned around, opened the door and we both went in to get more comfortable.
Me: Okay...I just--
DeVante: Please, let me say this!
Me: Okay.
He took a deep breath.
DeVante: I just....I-I-I-I-I-...... I love you! I've been in love with you since we were babies. From the moment I saw you, I knew that nobody else would be able to have my heart. I can't stand seeing you with other guys; touching you, kissing and feeling on your body. You know damn well they don't know you the way I do, they wish they did but they don't. I DO!!! You're the best thing I've ever known. When I wake up, I want you next to me. When I feel down, you're the only one who can reach to the core of my soul and see me for all that I am. I tried so hard to tell you before, but I couldn't. I love you.
From there, the tears flowed like a waterfall down my face. Why didn't he tell me this before? How could he keep this love bottled up and not tell me what was on his mind?
Me: I...I....
DeVante: I know you loyal to Tupac, and he's a homie but....I love you. I want you and I ain't stoppin' until I get what's rightfully mine.
Me: I can't.
DeVante: But we belong together. You know we do.
Me: I know.
DeVante: So dump homeboy and get with me!
Me: It ain't that easy.
DeVante: It can be baby. believe in me.
Me: DeVante, I can't do this.....I....
He cut me off with a passionate kiss. Everything I said about my relationship with Tupac went out the window. We sat on the couch undoing each other's clothes. He pulled me off of him, and stroked my hair.
DeVante: You okay?
Me: Yeah.
DeVante: You ready for me babe?
Me: Yes DeVante.
He slipped my panties off with his teeth and spread my legs apart, kissing, licking, and nourishing my flower like there was no tomorrow. I bit my lip to keep from screaming.
DeVante: You like it, don't you?
Me: Yessss..........
I screamed loudly and came in his mouth. He didn't waste a drop! All he did was lick his lips and kiss me. I held on to him as he picked me up, going into the bedroom.
When he laid me down, I was scared! 1) I was a virgin. 2) I was losing my virginity to my best friend.
DeVante: I know you're a virgin, baby. But I'm gonna take my time. We got all night, baby...I got us.
This time, I wasn't scared. If anyone deserves to recieve passionate, requited love, it's me! I've spent childhood, adolescence and adulthood wondering what this moment would be like. I have it, and I'm going to cherish it.
He took a Jimmy out and put it on his "member." He was blessed too! I'd like to say about 11-12 inches. Ah, he's going to hurt. I gasped when I saw it.
DeVante: I didn't go inside you yet, what's wrong?
Me: It's just...big.
DeVante: You're a tough girl, you can take me.
He kissed me one last time and slowly made his way inside me. I gasped loudly. I felt like I was being stabbed. I held on to him for dear life and cried out in pain.
Me: Ah! DeVante!
DeVante: Baby...
He was whispering in my ear "I love you", and "I got you, keep it like that." I didn't know what was better: the fact that he was making love to me, or the fact that he was turning me on!
DeVante: Whose is it?
Me: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! MMMMMMMMMM, GOD!!!
DeVante: Say it or I'll do it harder.
He stoked me harder.
Me: STOPPPPPP!!!! MMMM KEEP GOING!!! I LOVE YOU!
DeVante: Tell me....
Me: IT'S YOURS DEVANTE!!! I PROMISE!!!
DeVante: Tell me you love me.
Me: I...love you so much.
I cupped his face in my hands and kissed him. I wiped the tears from his eyes. Was this nigga crying? He was! His groans and my moans filled the room. DeVante was now looking me in the eyes and stroking me intently.
DeVante: Kakuya....
Me: Ooooh....I....mmm baby! I'm gonna....
DeVante: UGH! DAMN! AAAH....
We came together and I moaned so loudly I could have busted DeVante's ear drum. He kissed me all over, and vice versa. We looked each other in the eyes and smiled. All those years came full circle with what happened tonight. I not only lost my virginity to my best friend, but we made some passionate love. I don't care about anything else right now, I just cuddled with DeVante and drifted off to sleep.
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