I can't do this anymore. I break down inside a little more each day and I don't know what to do. I haven't done anything stupid but I'm on the verge. It feels like I have no one to talk to about it, normally is talk to megan but that'd be a fucking disaster. Every night I one home, cry, shower, cry and sleep. Every day I get up and want to scream at everyone I see. I don't know what the point of life is and it feels like I'm grasping at ashes of what my life used to be. I've changed so much and so have others. I just don't know if i like this anymore. Tomorrow is Chloe's birthday so whenever I'm with them lot in going to have to pretend to be happy which I'm sick of doing. I just want to sleep and let my worries and stress slip away. But I always have to wake up.
I'm sorry, I know it's short I just had to get it off my chest.
