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YOUR POV

The boys have gone up to continue their school work so now it's just me and Amelia sat downstairs with Ryan.

- Amelia : We all missed you

- y/n : I know but once me and Carina were over I realised you were the only people holding me here and I could still visit, I didn't have to live in your back pocket

- Amelia : I kept texting Addie to make sure you were okay

- y/n : I kept asking Andrew if you were alright. He failed to mention the baby thoug-

- Arizona : Hey babe. I ran into Carina at the hospital. She said that y/n was ba- Y/n

- y/n : Arizona

- Arizona : I fucking hate you.

- y/n : Love you too RoboCop

- Arizona : That's it. Out. Out our house.

Lovely. I got kicked out my sisters house because her fiancé hates me. I'm really doing a great job today.

Andrew 🔪

Andrew 🔪

Bells keeps asking for"Ahnee" and keeps crawling/walking to your room

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Bells keeps asking for
"Ahnee" and keeps
crawling/walking to
your room.

Y/n
She's so fucking
adorable. I'll be home
in a sec. Loves you
both

Andrew 🔪
Ew

Y/n
Say it back you bitch
🔫

Andrew 🔪
I love you too y/n
😳

Y/n
Ty Andrea :)

I forgot how hectic it is. There are so many people that I know around here and it just yeah. It's always busy. I probably need to go see Meredith and the kids soon but I'll do that later or tomorrow.

- y/n : I'm back

- Isabella : Ahnee

- y/n : Come here. Ugh you make my ovaries hurt bug

- Andrew : She makes my ovaries hurt too

- y/n : You don't have ovaries dipshit

- Isabella : Eeeeee

- y/n : You tell him Bells. What are playing with? Play-doh? Has Daddy got Play-doh?

- Andrew : Yeah. You've got to keep an eye on her though and we have to put it away when Carina gets back with Thor.

- y/n : How's Loki? I haven't seen him in forever

- Andrew : He moped around when you first left but I think he'll be really excited to see you

Yeah if he hasn't forgotten me and kind of hates me like everyone else. Okay I know they don't hate me it just, yeah. Sh.

- Carina : Andrea?

- y/n : Alright. Time to put the Play-doh away Bells. Come on. Thank you. Look. It's Thor.

- Isabella : Torrrr

- Carina : Oh hey. Look. Who is it Loki? Is it mom? It's mom. Go on

- y/n : Come on. It's just me. Oh I missed you Loki. I missed you so much

Loki definitely missed me. He's pretty much pinned me to the floor and is jumping either side of my body.

- y/n : Hey boy. I missed you too

- Isabella : Up

- Andrew : I got you Bells. Let Auntie y/n see Loki. Should we go get a snack? Maybe have a nap? I think it might be nap time because you're yawning. Come on

- Isabella : Ahnee

Isabella reaches towards Carina but when Carina starts to walk away with her she cries for me. I see what she's trying to do. Set me and Carina up. It won't work. She moved on and started sleeping with other people. Have moved on? Fuck no but no one needs to know that.

- y/n : Night night Bells. Andddd she's already asleep

- Carina : She's pretty good at going to sleep

- y/n : Yeah

- Carina : So, how are you doing?

- y/n : Mhm. Yeah, fine. You?

I am definitely not fine. I'm still in love with the woman in front of me and she doesn't even know.

- Carina : I've been better

- y/n : Mhm

- Carina : Anyone interesting in your life?

- y/n : No, no, no. Not at the minute. Not since you. I'm sorry. That slipped out

- Carina : It's fine bella. I told Bailey you're back so she might in contact about your job. No one could fill the spot

- y/n : Thanks. I'll be here until the world calms down I guess. Amy needs me

- Carina : Oh yeah. Arizona seemed pissed when I told her you were back

- y/n : Haha yeah. I called her RoboCop when she came home. Also, I feel like I'm the only person who didn't know about Ryan

- Carina : Not many of us knew. I was their OB but Amelia didn't really show until 26 weeks. Ryan was born really small for a 42 weeker

42 weeks. Damn. Amelia was probably induced if she carried for 42 weeks.

- y/n : That's a long time

- Carina : Yeah, nine and a half months for their beautiful baby girl

- y/n : She is adorable. I just wish I knew of her before today

I guess that's what I get for disappearing for a year and half. Let's just hope the world doesn't fall into anarchy and I can go back to LA soon. I miss the sun.

Authors Notes
Have a drink and snack
please

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