Big Shepherd, Little Shepherd

XII

ROWAN'S POV

Y/n and I are waiting to see if I've gotten any news about colleges yet. Her and Amelia said their willing to pay for me but I don't know why. Maybe they want to see me do well in life? Y/n's spent the past 15 minutes texting and smiling at her phone.

- Rowan : Who's 'Katie' winky face

- y/n : None if your business. Keep refreshing

- Rowan : Look. Email. I don't want to open it. What if they've all rejected me? Y/n-

- y/n : You got accepted to 3 of the 7 we applied to

- Rowan : What ones?

- y/n : Stanford, Harvard and NYU

- Rowan : I GOT ACCEPTED INTO FUCKING HARVARD AND STANFORD.

I'm so fucking excited right now. Oh god. Calm down. I go to college in 2 months. In that time I need to get funds together. Oh god. Fuck.

- y/n : Hey, what's wrong?

- Rowan : I can't afford this. To go to Harvard or Stanford. Probably not even NYU-

- y/n : Shush. Me and Amy have it covered. We told you we did. I'm proud of you Rowan

- Rowan : Really?

- y/n : Of course I am

College better be worth it.

YOUR POV

I have moved Rowan in her dorm twice and out once in the past month she's been there. She got home sick and was struggling to I moved her out and then we persuaded her to go back. Derek doesn't know this but that's okay. Me and Caitlyn. Wow. It's going okay? We've not called it a relationship but we're exclusive with each other so I guess it's a relationship. Apparently Carina is Andreas brother because when she came back she was over all the time. Fun, right?

- Andrew : Y/NN. WE'RE OUT OF CHICKEN STRIPS

- y/n : FUCK YOUR CHICKEN STRIPS

- Arizona : Can you stop yelling? He's literally in the room next door

- Andrew : You ate all my fucking chicken strips. Your such an ass-

- Carina : Andrea be quiet.

- y/n : I really need to get my own place. The 5 of us living here just doesn't work. I can't have anyone over because someone is always here

- Arizona : You just want Caitlyn overrr

- Andrew : No. They are so noisy when they're having sex. It makes me want to cry

- y/n : STOP LISTENING THEN

It's chaotic here. Caitlyn has offered for me to move in with her a couple of times but I kind of brushed it off because she was kind of tipsy. I'm yet to tell her about my addiction and mental health but if we move in together it'll probably come up. Specifically when I ask her to lock away medications and only give them to me when she feels necessary.

- Amelia : I'M HOME AND I BOUGHT A GUEST

- Caitlyn : Hey everyone. I bought pizza

- Andrew : Thank god. Y/n ate all my chicken strips

- y/n : Heyy. Want to go upstairs?

- Caitlyn : Sure. I'll leave the pizza in the kitchen for you guys

I guess living with Caitlyn won't be so bad but I can't exactly bring it up. It's like inviting yourself to someone's house, you just don't do that unless they're your best friend.

- Caitlyn : You live with way too many people. I don't get why you don't come live with me

- y/n : Is that an offer?

- Caitlyn : Your always welcome in my house y/n/n

- y/n : Before we do this I need to talk to you.

- Caitlyn : Yeah okay. Go ahead

- y/n : I'm a recovering drug addict hence why I don't drink. If we move in together your going to need to lock all medications away because sometimes I have bad mental health phases and self prescribe to cope.

- Caitlyn : Oh wow. Erm I can I have a day to process this? I just need some time

- y/n : Take as long as you need

Yeah she is definitely NOT coming back. I know what needing a day to process it is. I should probably be sad but we were exclusive for like 4 months. I mean don't get me wrong, it doesn't feel great but I'm not sad. Now to face to my sister without her coddling me and making me feel like I have to cry.

- y/n : Sup

- Amelia : Where's Caitlyn gone?

- y/n : Home? Me being an addict is too much?

- Amelia : What? Did she say that? Come here. Are you okay?

- y/n : Yeah I'm fine Ames. It does mean I'll need help apartment hunting

- Carina : I can help. Maybe we can live together so I can get away from my stupid baby brother

- Andrew : Not a baby

- y/n : Close enough. Yours the youngest so your the baby. Are you sure you want to live with me?

I mean we're living together now but that's with Amelia, Arizona and Andrew here too. I mean it'll be kinda cool because Carina is pretty good at interior decorating and she makes great food.

- Amelia : Y/n?

- y/n : Come on Carina, we've got apartments to look for

- Carina : Oooh yay. Let's go

WooHoo. Apartment hunting.

Authors Notes
Late post but I was out
tonight watching Spiderman.
I won't lie to you, it's fucking
amazing but I left a part
of my soul in the cinema. There
were 2 end credit scenes too.
Have a drink and snack please x