Isla Jesus [peaky blinders]

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I push through the men laying bets and see Isiah with fin and laughing I walk over " you bring another girl have I'll cut your dick off and give it to them for a present" I growl at him and he smirks

" she wasn't complaining" him and fin snigger " oh I know I think the whole of small heath could hear you" I walk away as he stops laughing

He was up all night me and dad are so tired I see John in his office I walk in plopping myself on the couch "john don't" he laughs " someone needs to be shagged" I smirk standing up " who says I haven't been" he gasps standing up I rush out the office

" Isla get back here and tell me" I laugh as I collide with someone " watch we're your going" I roll my eyes at Tommy and john shouts " grab her Tom" I slip away and walk into polls " hello" I say she kisses my cheek she pulls my collar down

" why do you have a hickey" I blush hard in embarrassment " Isla Jesus Shelby answer me now" she shouts " I-I'm seeing someone but no one knows okay so" she smirks at me " who" I swollow thickly " can't tell you yet pol I have to go anyone asks I've gone out with ada" she nods

I walk down to the house I've came to multiple times I knock and he answers " hello doll" he opens the door so I can walk in immediately I turn around and his lips crash onto mine

" wait wait" I say stepping back " can we not go out or I dunno go see a movie" he huffs " I've been dealing with your attitude all week Isla and this mornings argument you owe me with" I nod as I hesitate but wrap my arms around his kneck

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An hour and a half later I leave stepping into the winter air as it bites at my skin I make my way to pols. I walk in and see she's sat at the table and it's empty " anyone in" I ask her she shakes her head " nope just me" I nod finally letting my tears fall she rushes to me giving me a motherly hug " I fucked up pol"

I sob into her shoulder she rubs my back " come on let's sit down you can tel me what happened" we go to the living room and I sit next to her as she brushes her fingers through my hair

" I like him pol" she gives me a sad smile "go on Isla it's just you and me" I nod taking a deepbreathe " he said I owed it him because of my attitude and the arguments I-I didn't say yes I didn't think I had to" pol turn me to her gripping my chin " Isla if you didn't say yes then you didn't agree okay you don't owe anyone anything" I look at her tears stain my face

" bu-but I said yes the first time" pol cups my Cheryl with a frown on her face " that doesn't matter they should ask for consent every time" I nod as a knock comes to the living room door " who's it" pol asks

" it's me and isiah" fin shouts and I kiss pol on the cheek " thank you so much" she nods smiling at me " your my daughter don't thank me" I walk out and fin walks in Isiah inspects my face as we walk out onto the streets " why you been crying" I ruffle his hair " don't worry about it bug" he smiles

And he tells me about his day till we get home and I lock the door " dads gonna be preaching all night" Isiah shouts I walk up to my room and get in the shower

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" wake the fuck up" a dead weight gets out on me " John you fucker" I groan as he rolls over laying next to me " what's wrong" he asks I shake my head " I'm okay jo just tired" he hums " go get dressed" he says I stand up and he grabs me abruptly " why do you have hand marks on you Isla"

I let out a breathe " I'm okay just got in a fight" he nods as I walk into my bathroom I pull on a suit and meet John out side "where's Isiah" he shrugs " properly with fin"

I nod as we walk into the betting den there is only a few staff in and polly looks at me I smile at her as I sit with esme and Lizzie " so where have you been" I shrug blocking the confiscation out as I stare at the wall " Isla Isla" Tommy shouts I back away

" what" I grit out he huffs looking at a me for something I get up and walk through to pol " what's wrong" I sigh sitting down with my head on the table " Isla Jesus where the fuck"I jump up at the sound of his voice and pol catches on

" you need to leave" she stays infront of me protecting me " no I need to talk to her" polly scoff " she doesn't want to clearly so fuck off before I get one of the boys" he huffs looking around pol at me " till we meet again Isla and we will" he walks out I let out a breathe I didn't even know I was holding

" your okay now get back to work before someone notices" I nod kissing her cheek I go back to johns office where my desk is and sit down " what's wrong with you lately" I shake my head at him looking out the window as tears fall I let out a sob as I fell past my lips

" what's happened" he asks as he drops to him knees turning my seat to him " eh tell what happened" he grabs my chin sobs continue to fall from my mouth I hear him shout and two arms hug me soap and smoke fill my senses

Dad.I sob into his shoulder " come on now Isla tell me what happened" I soon stop crying and dad wipes my tears " can we go home" I ask he nods kissing my head he says bye and we walk hope me tucked into my dads side like I was 5 again

When we got home I went straight to bed and soon fell asleep but got woken up by Isiah opening my door " can we cuddle" he asks I nod as she gets in the other side I hug him " I love you Isla" he mumbles tiredly " I love you too isiah"