Heart Robber

50

******FLASHBACK*****
Jimi :

When I first met Dorcas Ebenezer, I saw her as one of those nerdy book worms that had nothing to be offer but try to follow all the rules and be decent, the girl kept showing her interest in me in the most innocent way possible, she wasn't even in my department she was in medical line, pharmacy and to top it all she was a fresher

Freshers are headaches, freedom eager teens who just wants to explore every option possible

We only sat next to each other in a course I was borrowing from her department and boom she's already into me

Atimes she'll wave at me and then blush anytime she's around me so I thought all I could do was approach her for her number and as expected she eagerly gave it to me

We hang out a few times, basically just the regular sitting somewhere and talk for like five minutes and that was it......, until that night...

Bj pressed me to go to the vigil with him that his girlfriend promised to spend the bj night with him only if he showed up in church and that's how I got coined to go to vigil instead of hitting the club or anywhere else

Dorcas was in church too, an active member in fact. She could tell from my expression that I was bored to death, she tried her best to cheer me up but it wasn't working... When the service finally ended I offered to give diana a ride back to her hostel and she invited me in

I would have left immediately if she had a roommate or anyone hanging around but she didn't and she was really happy to have me around..... I haven't even asked her out coz honestly I didn't want to disappoint her since she thinks so highly of me

So we talked for a little while, she's always so shy around me which makes the conversation really awkward then we went from talking to touching, to caressing and then kissing

Along the way I could tell she wanted me to stop but I couldn't I was so turned on so I said the things most girls would love to hear in times like this

"Hey look I would never hurt you, You are very special to me and this is a connection to define eternity. I want to spend eternity with you by my side.... Pls let me love you like no man would ever love you because you are the light to my dark soul, I love you Dorcas "

And as expected she melted in my arms and muttered.... I love you too.

It was When we were done that I realized I just made an horrible mistake, the bed spread was soaked red, a lot could happen in a few minutes and my head was not in the right place either

When she came out of the bathroom looking pale and shy, I jumped up from the bed and started to wear my clothes like my butt was on fire

"What's wrong.... Where are you going"
She asked confused

"I uhhhm....." I stutter
"You should have told me Dorcas"

"Told you what"

"That... That you were a virgin"

"I thought you knew"

Of course I knew, it was written all over her that it was her first time at everything
Relationship.... sex.... love
All three combo should not just be handed to anybody especially not someone like me
But I just needed an excuse to get out of here

". No... I didn't, if I did. I wouldn't have done this"

"Why... Did I do so bad."

"Stop acting like a child sick in love"

"It doesn't matter how I act, what matters is that I love you and you love me too"
Ohh goodness. I did use the L word

"Don't be silly, love is a myth it's not real it died a long time ago"