When worlds collide - Loki X reader

Remember to forget - chapter 29 ४

"Tony" Natasha says concerned at his lack of sleep.

"I'm fine" Tony assures just before he passes out on the ground..

Steve Calls Banner into your room as they carry him out. Natasha stays keeping you company...

"You know y/n.. without you here there's so much chaos... I really need you" she cries out.. "we all need you" she crawls up next to you falling asleep.

You feel your eyes opening slightly but your vision is blurry.. you can feel someone next to you, but you can't make up who it is. You reach down to touch their hand.. Nat wakes up and stares at you in disbelief..

"W...where am i?.. wh..what I..is this?" You mumble out.. your voice is weak, it barely sounds like you.

Natasha is speaking to you, but you can't make out the words.. you keep looking around the room. You can't remember anything. Yet everything seems strangely familiar.

"What am I doing here... and who are you?" You look at her confused as to what is going on. You back slowly away from her.. Natasha looks at you with gentle eyes, but you can sense she's scared.

"It's okay y/n.. you're safe now.. it's me Nat" she explains gently. She moves her hand away.

"I don't remember you... I don't remember anything"
Your face is pale and emotionless. You can hear and feel everything around you. The echo of your own voice grinds against in the inside of your skull. You reach up to cover your ears with you hands, desperately trying to ease the pain that's lingering in your weak body. You panic as you realize all the wires attached to your body. Eagerly watching as they monitor every inch of your movement. You aggressively pull them out from your body.

"Woah, calm down" Nat says gently pressing her hand against your chest. Your heart is racing a thousand miles per second. "You're alright"

"No!" You scream as you pull the last wires off your body. "I'm not alright.." you cry out.

The pain overtrumps you, the noises grow louder, like a million daggers stabbing into your brain over and over.

Nat quickly grabs a needle with sedatives, as she plunges it into your shoulder. You scream out in pain but the affect quickly makes you sleepy.. as you fall asleep.

Natasha runs out of the room down to the lab where Bruce and Tony are working. They're faces turn to meet her worried face. They knew it was about you.

"She's awake.." she calls out.. "she doesn't remember anything"

Tony sits down clenching his eyes. "Don't" he mumbles quietly.

"You saw what happened to Her when she was affected by the mind stone.. now she has all the infinity stones running through her body" Bruce explains.. Tony is manically shaking his head, biting down into his lower lip.

"I shouldn't have let her do it..." he mumbles beneath his breath. "I WAS SUPPOSED TO PROTECT HER" He cries out, throwing a glass bottle against the floor, it shatters into a million pieces.

"We will protect her..." Nat says, as she grabs onto his hand. "I'll go talk to Loki.. please find Steve"

Natasha walks out of the lab, as Tony lets his body slide down onto the floor.

"She's right.." Bruce says gently.

"I know she is... that's what so annoying" Tony stays seated at the floor, as he texts Steve to meet him at the lab.. he keeps rubbing his temples back and forth. Then he stands up walking to the medicine cabinet. He pulls out a small container with pills.

"Tony don't start that again" Bruce says worriedly... Tony had a history of using painkillers as a way to solve his problems.. All they did was make him more angry.

"No you don't start that again.. I need this" Tony yells, as he pours out 5 pill swallowing them.

"Am I here so you can yell at me again?" Steve walks in hesitantly, standing in the door frame. Tony walks towards him.

"She's awake" Tony says coldly, there's no expression on his face.

"That's good news.. why are you saying it like it a bad thing" Steve asks confusedly.

"She has no idea who she is" Tony explains, he keeps rubbing his hands on his temples. His eyes are fixated on the ground. "And honestly Cap.. I have no idea how I'm gonna look her in the eyes" Tony squeezes his eyes trying to fight back the urge to break down crying.

"She's gonna be okay Tony, We always find a way"

"God I've missed that preppy optimism of yours" Tony laughs.. Steve gently opens his arms. Hoping Tony might let him comfort him.

"It's okay to be vulnerable Tony.. we all are" Steve reassures him. Tony then walks over to him giving into the hug.

"Let's get her back"