I have lived a rough life or at least for me it was rough. I have been through a lot and I don't want to go through it again. I have lost so many people before even becoming an adult, I wasn't prepared. I had so much thrown at me it made me become an adult be for I was even ready. I feel I have come a long way but I still struggle with the way of living, it is like I can't do it right that I am doing something wrong. But then that gets me thinking what is the way of life? who said there is a way that everyone should live? Everyone should live how they want to live, but when you live how you want and it is different than how most people live, you get judged. I know I shouldn't care what other people think, but how can you not when it's all around you. I am happy with my life, I am surrounded by people I love and I have cut the negative people out. Shouldn't that be enough? You think it would be, but I still struggle to love my life. I want to have a perfect life, I want to always be happy. I don't ever want to feel scared, and alone. Does anyone have a perfect life?
