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Blair's POV:

It's been three years

Three long fucking years since the day I decided I'll bring about a change in my life

And that's basically the best decision I had made in the past twenty one years of my life

Things changed when I took in charge

I realized that things will not get done by itself if I sit idle in my bedroom doing practically nothing

The first decision I made was to get up from my bed and leave the bedroom.
It does seem like the easiest random thing to do, but great things take time to happen, and it happens when we start taking even the tiniest good decisions, and I'd like to hold onto that

The past three years have been nothing but a roller coaster ride. Survived depression, moved from Busan to Seoul but not before breaking my ex's window, and basically did everything that looked like art to me- learned painting formally, a love for drumming kicked it, found a decent guitarist who'd teach me her ways, learned flute through online classes- which I am really proud of, learned crumping and made myself versatile enough to adapt to any dance form, did a couple of workshops that featured kick boxing and tai chi,started a digital art page which has now collected over 100k followers, became a cosplayer (cuz why not?) and most importantly-

made genuine friends

Hirai Momo was someone who was always around, but never really got to formally introduce myself to her; not until that sunny afternoon last summer when we bumped into each other at the high school cafeteria, had coffee splashed on all of our uniforms and ended up laughing at each other seeing the strange patterns the coffee formed on our shirts. And did I mention that she was the one who kicked off the dancing bug in me?

Jeon Soyeon was an 'outcast' as termed by many. A little petite girl, who was inked and pierced from head to toe. Our way to friendship was quite random and coincidental. It was one of those muddy rainy days when I forgot my umbrella and had to run all over to my penthouse (yeah I live in a penthouse, my parents left me a fortune haha) But long before I could reach the penthouse, I found myself down on the mud in the pavement with both my knees scratched and I could tell I was bleeding too. The next thing I remember is Soyeon appearing out of thin air, and gave me a piggy back ride to my home. I was still astonished at how strong she was inspite of her petite body. And as y'all have guessed, she was the one who practically inspired me to start kick boxing. And that's how I befriended the outcast

And at last but not least, Jackson Wang aka the class clown. Now the story goes something like this- he was failing in his subjects, so the homeroom teacher asked me to tutor him, which I did, and there was a serious improvement in his studies. Well thanks to him, I found out that I could be a good teacher too. And by the end of the tutoring classes, he was already my best buddy. And not too overlook that fact that he turned out to be the guitarist I desperately needed guidance from

That's how the squad formed. Momo, Soyeon, Jackson and me. Neither of us are perfect, but we fill each other's flaws. We often bicker, but that just adds to the bond we share

They were my safe place, and I was theirs

And I almost forgot
Your girl finally got hit by puberty-

Well I wouldn't have mind it either way, but I am okay with whatever I have

But it does get really uncomfortable, I literally wear a D cup and bras these days are super uncomfortable I tell you