"Don't you hate me? I betrayed you, I've used you, and worst I left you thinking I died in the bomb explosion. I intended to fake my death because I know you will hate me knowing what I did. I'd rather fake my death than live with the full of hate from you," I said sadly. I looked at the ceiling to stop the tears ready to fall.
I heard a deep sigh. Alexus sat beside me and grabbed my hips then, hugged it. His smell lingers to my nose.
"I'd rather hate myself that time than hate you. I did have two balls, but I did nothing to protect you from the explosion. I'm a coward. I hate myself for that. I should be the one who will protect you, not you. " he murmured sounded that he regretted it.
" Pwede ka naman magalit sa akin e. Okay lang naman. I accept it dahil kasalanan ko naman" pamimilit ko pa.
" Shess. Don't, I never hate you, okay? Maybe I'm stupid for that, but I never hate you, darling. And don't blame yourself. It's my choice not to hate you. Damn, why would I hate the girl I love? I'm blindly in love. "
I bit my lip. Parang gago, kinikilig ako. Ano bang nilaklak nito sa limang taon para maging ganito ka sweet. Ako yata ang demonyita sa aming dalawa.
"Stop thinking of me. I am here beside you, aight?"
"Loh? Assuming hindi ikaw ang iniisip-ay paano mo nalaman? "
" You're too obvious, darling. You've changed. I loved the old you, but I love you more."
" Yuckkj mais"
"Ahh,i need more improvement. The hell, i thought you would buy this pick up line."
" Saan mo ba natutunan yan? " tumatawang tanong ko. He looks like a mad cute kid.
"Wala" umirap pa ito. Pati pag irap nito ang hot pa rin.
Hinawakan ko ang bisig nitong nakapulupot sa bewang ko. I removed it. Gumawa ito ng ingay sinyales ng pag apila sa ginawa ko.
"Why?come here wanna hug you pa" mabilis ako nito hinila pabalik. Kaya ngayon nakapatong na ako sa kandutangan nito. He wrapped his arm around my hips.
"Bakit mo ba ako kinidnap?May photoshoot pa ako dito di ko afford magbayad dahil di ako sumipot"
"Don't worry I, can handle that for now; stay with me. I miss cuddling with you." He says, smelling my hair and planting small kisses on it.
I caught his head and stopped him. I looked at him. Pinaningkitan ko ito ng mata. Parang balewala lang dito ang pinoproblema ko.
"Tapatin mo nga ako"
"I love you," he said, cutting the words I was saying.
"Stop cutting my words; let me finish."
" Okay,sorry po"
" And stop being cute. Nad'distract ako!" kunwaring naiinis na sabi ko.
Kanina pa yan. Para siyang tuta kaya ang sarap kagatin.
"So, back to what you were saying. "
"Ikaw ba iyong sponsor na sinasabi ni Casper? "
" Uhuh" tumango ito.
" Sa nangyari sa hotel,ikaw rin ba may kagagawan nun?"
" Yes"
" Akala ko talaga may secret admirer na ako e. Assuming ko lang pala"
" You have, but I blocked them away. How could they give any intentions to my property?" seryosong sabi nito. Nag isang linya ang kilay nito.
" Bakit ka galit?"
"Damn, the way they stare at you that time makes me want to kill them." He furiously says.
I put my hand on his head ang gently stroke his hair. His hair smells so good and so manly.
"Gutom ka na ba?" biglang tanong nito. Nawala na ang masama nitong tingin.
Dahan dahan akong tumango na sinabayan naman ng pagkulo ng tiyan ko.
"For now, let fill your stomach with food pero sa susunod bata na ang nakalaman dyan" kapos hiningang bulong nito sa akin.
My heart starts to pound crazily.
"Hwag ka ngang ganiyan sa halip na pagkain ang kainin ko baka ikaw ang makain ko sa kalandian mo dyan" sabi ko.
Humigpit ang hawak ko sa batok nito. Para na akong batang karga nito. Pupunta siguro kami sa dining area. Pwede naman na dito nalang sa kwarto niya perp mas gusto ko dun. Gusto ko rin naman makita ng buo ang malaking bahay nila.
Halos mapapikit ako ng maamoy na naman ang mabango nitong pabango. Para na akong asong umaamoy sa kanilang amo. Napako ang tingin ko sa leeg nito. I ain't a vampire but wanna sip his neck.
Walang pagaalinlangan na kinagat ko iyon para magiwan ng marka. Isang mahinang nqgpipigil na ungol ang narinig ko mula sa kaniya.
"Naughty" wika nito.
"I just bit you, but you're already hard." puna ko. Aaktong kakagat ulit ako ng tumigil ito at inilayo ang ulo ko gamit ang hintuturo nito.
" Tangina, you're a fucking tease Kassandra"
"Thanks" kumindat pa ako dito. Napailing nalang ito sa kapilyahan ko. Hanggang sa makarating kami sa dining are na may mahabang mesa. Bababa na sana ako para umupo pero hinigpitan nito ang pagbuhat sa akin. Naupo ito habang ako ay nasa kandungan nito.
"Alexus!nakakahiya" mariin na sabi ko dito.
"Leave us for a moment.My fiance is still shy" tumikhin pa ito ng ilang beses.
Sa inis ko mahina kong sinampal ang dibdib nito. "Assuming ka. Anong fiance ang sinasabi mo dyan?"
"That day I planned to propose to you, but something happened."
"sorry"
" Ahh, It's okay. It doesn't matter anyway since you're mine. What's mine stays mine. I fucking hate sharing, darling."
" "Of course, you owned me, daddy." I teased.
Alexus's lips lift " you naughty girl. Wanna have a steamy night with daddy?"
" Syempre sino ba naman ako para tumanggi" ani ko. Pumailanlan ang tawa naming dalawa.
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