Chapter 1: The New One || revised

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I have been hurting for the longest time now.

Seven years.

Seven long and dreadful years of nothing but loathing and hate towards the person who I didn't knew was important to my crazy life.

But still, through the hard times and tears I endured, I learned to love, forgive, hurt, appreciate, accept and reject.

I even fell in love with someone I least expected. What a cliche line, eh?

But then I came to realization there are some battles you just can't win, no matter how hard you fight or how persevere you are

Take first loves or puppy loves for example. You can't beat them.

But now I am stronger.

No, not the kind of strong like months ago.

That girl was still weak and fragile. Easily broken by someone she loves. I was so pathetic back then. How could I not realize that?

Here is the new and improved ME.

I'm feared, because of my personality and power.

I'm envied, because of my looks and wealth.

I'm admired, because of my PERSONALITY, POWER, LOOKS, and WEALTH.

Both a curse and a blessing. A curse to others and a true blessing for me. But what do I care about what the others think?

No one can ever hurt me. Especially now.

Even those people I care about, they can't break the alls I built around my heart. They can't climb over it.

Oh wait, I'm all alone. With no one to care for me and vice versa.

But who cares?

Apparently no one also,

Hated by everyone, confronted by none.

Because I am never afraid to fight back. And when I fight back, prepare for hell.

I never thought I could change like this but I did. It's wrong, I know. But it's the only way.

Because I didn't want to be broken like in the past.

Love me or hate me,

I'm (Y/N) (L/N),

I'm The BITCH.

I'm not even sorry. I've seen so many comments that they're being so mean and I was inspired by stories like this one. Enjoy the story and smile.

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xoxoReynaJessica

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