strawberries and cigarettes | h. rindou

chapter 14 : cherries or strawberries

he shielded me with his body from the rain, my top was kind of wet but it's better than getting completely soaked.

some men were eyeing me and i just ignored it, what the hell are they staring at? i'm gonna pull their eyes out if they get on my nerves.

a jacket landed on my head, wakasa gave me his uniform to cover me up.

"your bra is showing." his eyes were looking faraway, avoiding his gaze on my body.

a smile formed on my lips appreciating his gesture, wakasa took his long sleeve white polo to reveal his black shirt that wrapped around his body because it got soaked. his abs were evident now and his arm muscles.

heat rise up to my neck after he caught me staring at his body. calm down, we have this label called 'fling' but when i'm with him i just get nervous.

the rain calmed down after a few minutes then it stopped. he walked me home silently beside me, my eyes drifted on the huge buildings around us.

the world scares me, how the windows in each buildings tells a story. i don't know what i feel for wakasa but maybe it's love? or i'm just new to it that i assume too much.

i stood in front the door of my dorm messing up as i try to open the doorknob. wakasa is still outside, silent waiting for me to speak. it's rude to let him go after he helped me there.

"uhm.. come inside." i opened the door more enough for him to fit.

wakasa accepted the towel i gave him, he placed it above his head not drying his wet hair. silence filled the room, it was awkward yet it felt comforting..

"are you hungry?" my grip tightened around the fridge opening it. this is not the first time i'm alone with him but i still get nervous!

"about the girl from earlier, i don't know her." his lazy eyes drifted on mine. i glanced away, my heart can't take his stares!

"i don't really care.." i laugh it off, i'm not in the right place to feel jealous or mad.

wakasa's eyes remained on me, he's like a tiger waiting for the right time to get his prey.

from the corners of my eye i saw him took his uniform off. my hands started trembling after seeing his reflection from the fridge, wakasa is shirtless!

his toned body is perfect, hair a bit messy, and droplets of water were falling on his chest.

i was cutting some carrots but since i was nervous, accidentally i cut a flesh on my finger. the knife fell on the floor and wakasa hurriedly came running to me.

"i'm fine! it's just a little cut." a little cut? i'm bleeding terribly!

"stay there, i'll go get your emergency kit." he left me alone in the kitchen, that's stupid of me! i bit my lower lip hoping for time to pass faster.

wakasa was on the sofa preparing the ointments to treat my wound. he looks so.. handsome and hot.

"i can do it by myself.." i avoided his gaze, it's true i can manage myself.

he sighed heavily, frustration was evident in wakasa's eyes. in his eyes i'm a kid, someone who's just desperate of him and a prey.

"y/n, come here.." he reached his hand out waiting for me to accept it.

the expression on his face shows that i don't have any choice but to accept it. the moment i touched his fingers he pulled me fast making me sit on his lap.

automatically my hands got placed on his chest putting some distance between us. he raised his eyebrows, taking a glance at where my hands were.

my cold hands don't feel like they belong to him, his warmth enveloped my body making me feel warm.

wakasa's hands took mine, after a few minutes he's done in treating the wound. i was about to stand up and continue where i left off but he pulled me again.

"wakasa, i need to cook.." my voice was breathless, he's too close!

"you don't really care?" his right hand pulled me closer to him, my boobs almost touching chest and our face inches away.

"you can go fuck other girls and i wouldn't even care." i gulped after saying those words, this mouth of mine is kind of dangerous sometimes.

wakasa's nose trailed down on my jaw to my neck making my body shiver. he placed a kiss below my ear before pressing another one on my collarbone.

"hmm.. is that so?" his husky voice sent shivers down my spine. i want to push him off but i can't! he's so addicting..

"f-fuck you.." i said in a whisper, the truth is i do care!

our body were pressed close, when i say close i mean it. his chest squishing my boobs and i can feel him growing down there.

wakasa leveled our eyes before a smirk formed on his lips. i can feel his breath on my lips and he smells like mint. wakasa's hands were placed on my thighs guiding them around his hips.

"oh yeah? fuck me then." a sexy chuckle left his lips before kissing me.

his tongue moved it's way in my mouth not leaving any space behind. he owned it, like i'm the tastiest prey he ever caught, like i'm the only thing that matters in his territory.

wakasa's wet kisses traveled on my jaw, to my neck, down to my collarbones. he left a mark there claiming me, his hand went inside my uniform and immediately unbuttoned my bra.

"h-how many times did you do t-this with your other girls?" i said it with sarcasm.

"only with you." wakasa claimed my lips once again, only me? that's a lie.

"liar! i'm sure you fucked a lot of girls before!" i punched his chest, he doesn't need to lie! wakasa grabbed both of my wrist and placed it on my lap.

"i haven't fucked anyone before but you can change that." his red lips caught my attention, they look like cherries but too bad i'm into strawberries.