Kiking Shawn Mendes

Bitches

Author's Note 

Supper? How ya'll doing? I'm updating at school today sooo........yea just thought ya'll should know. But,  anyhoe above or to the side is Taylor Caniff he's a viner obviously. The song for this chapter is Bitches by Hollywood Undead. My besties keke introduced this song to me along with her cousin Shamya. Since I'm mentioning Keke her name is kekesims on here and it would make her happy if you'd read her books. There actually really great. Now back to the song which is very good I also like Hollywood Undead's song Bullet eventhough it is kinda depressing well, not kinda it is but, it's an awersome song. Now onward my trusty keyboard to type this story. 

Sydney's P.O.V

Goodmorning Handsome xD 

I sent the mesage with shaky hands hoping I wasn't going to ruin it. Almost instantly I recieved a message. 

So, u think I'm handsome now huh? 

I laughed and decided that memories from Josh weren't going to hold me back anymore. 

I always have ;)  

I pulled my earphones out my pockets and plugged them in my phone and put on Bullet by Hollywood Undead. 

"Bullet"

[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

[Verse 1 - Charlie Scene:]
Gone too far and yeah, I'm gone again,
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends,
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends,
One's a bottle of pills, one's a bottle of gin,
I'm 20 stories up, yeah, I'm up at the top,
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off,
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,
I bet my mamma found my letter, now she's calling the cops,
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it,
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance,
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent,
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is,
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife,
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice,
I never bought a suit before in my life,
But when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice.

[Charlie Scene:]
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.

[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

[Verse 2 - Johnny 3 Tears:]
We hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream,
When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die,
A Mother and a Son and someone you know, smile at each other and realize you don't,
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised,
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say,
Now Mamma feels guilt, yeah, Mamma feels pain,
When you were young, you never thought you'd die,
Found that you could but too scared to try,
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye,
Climb to the roof to see if you could fly.

[Charlie Scene:]
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.

[Chorus - Charlie Scene:]
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

[Ava, Johnny 3 Tears' Daughter:]
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try.

I know what you're thinking it's a depressing song but, I like it. I sing along on the way to school. We get to school as soon as the song changes. When I get out of Blake's truck my phone buzzes. 

Oh, do you? :) 

I laugh out load and Shelly see's this and walks over to me. 

"Who you talking to?"She asks.

"Shawn."I say and blush.

"Ohh, you're still talking to him?"She asks.

"Yes."I say.

"Okay. After school you will tell me about this."She states and points to me and my phone. 

"Okay. You will Shelly."I turn around and bump into someone. 

"Oh, I'm sorry."I say and look up at the person.

"Oh, no it's fine."She says.

"I don't think we've meet before. I'm Sydney. You are?"I ask.

"I'm..........................................................CLIFFHANGER!!!!!!!!!

Shawn's P.O.V

Goodmorning Handsome xD 

I blush she thinks I'm handsome. 

So, u think I'm handsome now huh?  

I always have ;) 

I smile at this. 

"HEYYYYYY SHAWNNNNNNNN!"Nash shouts coming in throught the window? 

"Man, you know there is a front door right?"I ask him. 

"Yea, but coming through the window is more funnier."He says cheerily. 

"Funnier isn't a word Nash."I say as I text Sydney back oh, do you? :)

"Well, I said it."He says and sticks out at me. 

"Haha."I laugh. 

"Well, you gonna tell me what you wanted to tell us?"He asks. 

"Wait ti'll the rest of the guys get here. Where's your brother?"I ask. 

"Oh, he's in bed."He says. 

"But, I wanted to tell him...well ask him to."I say.

"Uhhhhh, I'll go get him then."Nash groans.