The girl with the feather tattoo Sequel to "My Alpha"

Important update

I know I keep saying that I will update this story but as I had mentioned weeks ago I was pregnant.

But on August 26th I had some bleed from a complication but the baby was okay...I continued to bleed but on September 12th I had pain along with the bleeding, the Tbaby was doing great but I was told the chance of a miscarriage was high but I was put on complete bed rest...they told me I had a UTI so I thought that's where the pain was coming from...but I was very wrong...

In the early morning of September 15th, the pain got much...much worse and the bleeding got 10 times worse.

My boyfriend and I rushed to the emergency room at 4 almost 5 am....they gave me morphine and it helped with the pain but I felt a lot of pressure in my back...then at 5:20 am...my son was born unexpectedly.

I have a son...but he was born at 20 weeks...my baby boy was stillborn. They took him away and started to make sure my uterus was empty and when I got back to the room I was in the ER a woman from the OB floor came in and asked if I wanted to see him...and hold him.

I said yes. My boyfriend stepped out for a minute to use the restroom and she came in with my baby. He was so beautiful and I hated how small he was and the fact that he didn't have a heartbeat anymore...the little boy that used to kick me so hard when I drank anything that was cold was gone...

They gave us an unofficial birth certificate considering I was only 20 weeks it was medically considered a miscarriage but everyone has told me that it's still a stillbirth because he was only three weeks away from having a chance of making it after being born.

We named him Wesley Allen (keeping the last name a secret for privacy/safety reasons) Wesley after my father who I lost in Febuary of 2020 (who my son looked exactly like) and Allen after his uncle (boyfriend's brother) who passed in July of 2015. Wesley has my last name because my boyfriend doesn't like his and he has a brother that is alive and can carry the last name but my last name dies with me so he and I decided that our son and the children we have in the future will have my last name.

He and I agreed that we do want kids but are not going to try for another anytime in the next year so I am going to go back on birth control in a month...Oh and get this...the hospital sent me home two hours later and now ( September 18th) I am showing symptoms of blood loss and I probably should go back to the ER but I'm scared to because they'll probably just send me home and I already talked to my OB and she was so angry that they sent me home because I should have been admitted for at least 24 hours...

But when I am mentally able to I will update again but right now I can't spend more than five minutes without crying because I miss my son...I'm sorry guys..