WHELVE ↠ NA JAEMIN

↠ C . 65

"Hope you have friends in Hell"

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Her foot hit the accelerator at high speed. It's been awhile since she drove but she still remembers.

After releasing the gas she escaped the woods in a hurry to not inhale any unwanted products herself. When she found the main road she got into the man's jeep, setting the navigation back home.

Her view was blurry as tears trickled down her cheeks. She hated it. She couldn't bring herself to believe that she killed a life. Memories of her past came back as a rush. All the words that she was called.

Die!

f*cking murder

Leave the school. People like you should be in juvenile

Monster

They were right. She was a murderer. Even though she wasn't back then she is now. Looking back at everything she just did haunted her because they were all right. It was difficult to accept it because the girl could never imagine that she would've committed such a crime.

That's when she realised she was no different from her mother. Her mother was a monster, she was going to sell her daughter, she beat her up. Her mother's blood really did run in Taeyeon. She was also a monster but worse, Taeyeon killed a person.

It was difficult to accept it but then her pupils glanced down at her blooded hands on the steering wheel. She killed so many. Buried with guilt she drove back home.

Back home to the mansion. Back home to nct. Back to the gang.

The gang..... - she thought

They also kill people. That when it hit her, her whole life she was surrounded by criminals, of course she would be the same. The boy she loves as well is a criminal. Taeyeon pursed her lips, eventually letting out a heavy breath.

I guess I am one of them. It's my fate and I have to accept it.

Her heart beat slowed and she drove with a little ease. Blocking out all thoughts she concentrated on her way back. Her tears stopped falling and they dried up. Her hooded eyes stared in front with no life and she gritted her teeth hard.

She was only 2 minutes away from the mansion when she felt a tense in her lungs. Confused, she drove faster as a raging sensation of fire was burning her air source. She began to cough unstoppable. Her vision was becoming lost, anxiety rose in her blood. Her ears rang and her airway became clumpy and stuffed with unwanted products. She hit the accelerator even harder and crashed through the gates of the mansion.

She couldn't remember what happened next as her senses travelled into darkness

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"It's been two days and we don't know where she is! What if something bad happened to her? What if she isn't ok? What if ... what if-"

"Be quiet!" Jaemin screamed out instantly, receiving silence. The boy felt so useless. The fact that he couldn't even keep his loved one safe burned his insides. He missed her. He wanted her. He wanted to hold her in his arms, never letting her go. The boy could feel thorns pricking his eyes, and beads of water fell from his eyes.

For the past few days the atmosphere in the mansion fell down. Just like when Byeol died not a single smile could be seen. Jaemin has been starving himself, his stomach refusing to swallow any food. He couldn't sleep nor had any kind of energy to do anything. His mind is only thinking about her. Her safety.

Donghyuck was the same. Worried for the girl because he felt like the same thing that happened to Byeol may have happened to her. He couldn't bring himself to think straight, regretting that he couldn't protect another member of his gang.

"Hyung, are you crying?" jisung asked, shocked. All eyes fell on Jaemin. The boy never cried in front of the other members. Jaemin's eyes widened as he felt a tickle on his cheek. Automatically his hand lifted to touch his damp cheeks. Not feeling like himself, he hated looking weak.

Jaemin stood up and gritted his teeth glaring at the younger boy. "Just shut up!" he hissed before leaving to go back to his room. Jisung flinched at the cold response, frightened that he may have gotten the older boy mad. Chenle grabbed onto his friend's arm. "He isn't himself that's all" he reassured the younger boy

Jaemin left for his room and donghyuck followed suit. He knew that Jaemin probably didn't want to see anyone but he wanted to be there for him like he was for him after Byeol's death.

As soon as the two left there was a creak of the living room opening revealing one of their members rushing in.

Rest of the dreamies fell on the figure that Renjun was holding.

Taeyeon was in the boy's arms and passed out.

"CALL YUTA HYUNG RIGHT NOW" he commanded the others.