🖤💖Panic Attack- Jeno

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He sprinted as fast as he could until he spotted the entrance to the bathroom on the far wall. He bolted into the room and ran over to the sinks. He bent over placing his hands on his knees as he panted trying t catch his breath. He quickly realized that when he tried to breath, he couldn't. his chest was tight, his breathing short and fast. His heart was beating out f his chest and he felt dizzy and lightheaded. Tears rushed down his cheeks. He felt his knees buckle as he slid to the tiled floor his breathing haggard and uneven his entire body overtaken by panic and fear.

Thankfully only a few seconds later, Jaemin ran into the room followed by mark and haechan.

"Jeno!? Oh my god Jeno there you are!" Jaemin yelled in relief as he crashed to his knees next to Jeno.

"Hyung? Something's wrong...he's...he's not breathing correctly!" Jaemin said in a panic as he tried to console Jeno.

"he's having a panic attack! We...we need to calm him down; he could pass out!" haechan informed as he knelt down next to Jaemin followed by mark who had a concerned expression.

Jaemin gently placed his hand on Jeno's cheek and looked him in the eyes softly.

"Jeno? Hey, can you hear me?" Jaemin cooed softly.

"j...j.. Jaemin. I...she...she's gonna come back! i... I have to get out of here!!" Jeno screamed in panic.

"Hey, hey, Jeno, baby calm down look at me." Jaemin said softly placing his other hand on Jeno's shoulder.

Jeno struggled but he shifted his eyes to meet jaemin's.

"Hey, hey baby. It's just me, hyuckie, and mark okay? No one else is here, you're safe now I promise."

Jeno looked around the bathroom seeing his concerned members around him. his hands were violently shaking, involuntary tears constantly dripping down his cheeks.

"See? It's just us okay? Take a deep breath for me Jeno can you do that? Follow my breathing baby, slow deep breaths okay?" Jaemin coached as he began taking in slow breaths, Jeno mimicking them, his panic slowly dissipating.

"Good, you're doing great Jeno keep it up okay?" Jaemin slowly stroked Jeno's shoulder.

Once Jeno's breathing was back to normal Jaemin looked at him and gave him a small warm smile.

"Good, are you with me Jeno?"

Jeno gave a small nod as he looked into jaemin's warm concerned eyes.

"j...j...Jaemin..." Jeno's eyes filled with a rush of hot tears as reality set in.

Jaemin quickly brought him into his chest and held him tight as Jeno began violently sobbing into his shoulder.

"I'm right here Jeno, you're okay baby, you're safe I promise." Jaemin cooed softly stroking Jeno's back.

Jeno just sobbed for around ten minutes before he was able to calm down.

He slowly rose off of Jaemin and took a breath.

"Are you okay baby?" Jaemin whispered as he wiped Jeno's wet cheeks.

He nodded slightly feeling exhausted and overwhelmed.

"We need to get out of here, we need to get Jeno home." Mark said out loud to himself.

"Okay Jeno, we're gonna get out of here okay? I know your still scared but we need to get to the van so we can get home. I'm gonna hold you the whole time and I promise I will not let you out of my sight. We will keep you safe and we'll be fast okay?"

Jeno nervously nodded as he stood up with wobbly legs. Jaemin helped stabilize him as they led him out of the bathroom. On the count of three, they booked it to the doors and rushed outside to the van where the other members were waiting anxiously.

They quickly got Jeno into the van and they slammed the door as the driver sped off away from the airport.

The dreamies were relieved to have Jeno back.

When they got home, the dreamies went straight to bed exhausted emotionally and physically.

Jaemin took Jeno to his room and climbed into bed next to him wrapping his arms tightly around the larger male and held him securely.

"Thank you for helping me nana..." Jeno whispered sadly.

"Hey, don't thank me, it's my fault you got taken away.... I'm so sorry baby, I should never have let that happen."

"No nana, it's not your fault... I just...I was too scared to fight back and when she dragged me away i...I froze... I felt like I couldn't breathe or move and i...i...I didn't think I was gonna escape..." his voice got choke dup as he remembered being taken away.

Jaemin squeezed him tightly.

"Hey, shhhh, it's okay, you don't have to talk about it anymore Jeno... it's all over now, and I will never let this happen ever again I promise."

Jeno sniffled and buried his face deep in jaemin's chest.

Jaemin leaned down and kissed the top of Jeno's head.

"I've got you baby, you're safe now."

Jeno took a breath and relaxed eventually dozing off in jaemin's embrace.

Once Jeno was asleep, Jaemin snuggled into him letting a few tears fall down his cheeks. He was so grateful to have Jeno back in his arms and to know he was safe, and he vowed from that day on to never let Jeno get hurt or be put in danger ever again.

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