No More Ms.Nice

Twist, Lick, Dunk!

E- is he hot?
E- OMG! Tell us

P- how does he look, is he my type? Emciis or yours?
P- whattt?!

E- hey
P- hey!!!
E- baaaaaabe tell us
P- OMG! She was keeping the guy from us cee
E- yea she so like him, if she does that to us
P- yea I can't believe she's keeping a guy from us, this is so not happening

Me- Skype now!

I can't believe these two ,

We talked about Chrysler about just a good minute they were just making fun of me those two are really not good on focusing on a certain topic ,so conversations jump over the other , then when the conversation landed on highschool , Im mentaly black out, especially when they told me there's gonna be a batch get together Next Week

Hey are you OK? Pamii asked worriedly

Its OK if you don't come, we understand Emcii said reassuringly

We know its still hard for you to see him, we won't force you on this babe pamii said I know they were really worried, they know how hurtful it is for me what happened in the last year of highschool

I'm fine, its j- just that I- I don't know my voice so low maybe I shouldn't come I whispered , they were both silent
Hey I'm really fine, its still next week, theres still time , who knows? Maybe I would change my mind by then I smiled to them babes sorry I'm tired , catch you guys up later then I go Out of line , I covered my eyes using my arm , eyes closed , I should move on, but I can't still convince myself that its OK if I see him again I don't know, that's the problem I don't know what would I feel by then, I sighed and got up from bed I glanced the time from my phone screen its 11:30pm , I don't feel sleepy but rather feeling pained not physically but emotionally , I placed my palm on my chest where my heart is , it felt heavy, I never thought I will be in this situation again after highschool i was thankfull I'm going out of this town and leaving everything behind and forget, guess its not how things work , I already figured that out long time ago, I need something to calm me , I gone down to the kitchen and find what I needed , pour a glass of milk Nothing beats good old Oreo I said my mood lightened a bit