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☆Talking with a friend☆

9/25/20, 13:34
Y/N's POV (this is kinda a one time thing)

It had been a day since my fight with Wilbur. I feel bad because I came here to visit him but he doesn't want me here. He - he no longer loves me like he used to.

Of course I mean in a platonic sense, I mean who would wanna date me? The person with a list as long as Santa Claus's when it came to my mental health.

I wish I could talk to him, but it's so hard when I freeze during confrontation. I should talk to Phil, he'll know what to do - he always does.

Philllll⭐️🖇🥰

Today at 12:35

Phillll I need help big time

What's up, mate?
Are you alright?

not really
Me and will kinda got in a fight and I think it's my fault

What happened?

So after we streamed he asked why I never came out to him, which I only came out to you, X, and Keralis, I apologized for him having to find out through the internet but he just kept going on about by ex relationship with Dream

And becuase me and Clay are friends I wanst taking any of his shit
He got pissed and we agreed that I'd stay at a hotel until the 6th and then I'm leaving
I also said I want going to talk to him ever again

Oh wow
That genuinely seems like his fault, Im not just telling you what I know you wanna hear
He messed up, he should've taken the news more maturely than getting jealous

I still feel bad...
He was my friend and after that I don't know if I wanna talk to him? I know I should've come out to him, but I was scared.

Wilbur isn't like your father.
He would never try anything as vile as he has.

I know! But I got kicked out and sent to a conversion camp I was to black and blue there, repeating bible verses every night, praying
It took so long for me to realize I wasn't a freak.
I was afraid if I came out to him he'd stop being my friend, so I figured might as well do it over the internet to save me some embarrassment

Your friends are not your parents.
We're not going to hurt you.
You are an amazing person and I've seen you grow since you were 15. Me and all your other friends are beyond proud of how far you've come.
If you let your parents dictate your life then you'll never live

I miss him so much Phil
I just wanna be in his arms again as he sings me to sleep
Falling asleep on call with each other
But I'm angry at him
He had no right to bring Dream into anything or to be upset becuase i didn't know how to tell him

It's like when he kissed me right before I left, we won't talk for a week and then we'll click back after one of us sucks it up and apologizes

And you have every right to be angry
He shouldn't have done what he did, and I'm sorry he did.
I can talk to him if you want?

I honestly don't know what to do. You have some.. years of wisdom on you do whatever you think is right
I'll follow your lead

I'll have a chat with him

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3rd person POV
(Wilbur's phone view tho)

Philza Minecraft Old Guy 🧓🧓

Today at 12:40

Wilbur.

Oh hyyyyyy Phliz

What happened with you and Y/N?

i wsa a dikc an ddesrv htm laevign

Are you ok?

knot snice yestardey
durnk aolt, hed hirts

Thats not good. Where are you right now?

laeving my hous ot hte beech

Stay home, Will

Ur no fnu lod mna
Hehe Y/N siad htat ot me befroe
I miss them

I know you do
This'll get sorted out eventually
Just don't drink anymore

ok whatvese old mon

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Philllll⭐️🖇🥰

He's drunk
I know you're mad at him, but please check on him
I don't want him getting hurt

Why can't David just do it?

I tried asking him to, but he's at his family's right now

Fine. Don't tell him I'm coming over though

Will do
Thank you

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(Not proofread)

When you base Y/N off yourself and realize how much internalized homophobia You have 🤪🤪

N e ways, I used to read the Bible every night in third grade becuase i crush on my friend lmao 😍😍🤩🤩🤪🤪