The Angel And His Chubby Lover (English Translation)

30

Co-translator : ddaudrie

Chapter 30



“Klua , do you want to eat with Mom?”


"Yes ,Let's eat. Klua will come down quickly."


I shouted to the person downstairs while grab my bag and running down the stairs. Today is the day that I have another afternoon class. But I always choose to go to college with my Mom. Because waiting there is not boring for me.


Just like this every time.


"Come on, don't run, you will fall."


"I will not fall Mom."


I smiled widely at my Mom as I ran down. The other party shook her head gently but her lips have a smile. I drink of a glass of water and sat across from  my mom at the table where the breakfast was prepared.


"How about your trip with Panjai yesterday? Have a good time?"


"Pan brought Klua to swim "


"Hmm..."


"Exercise (swim) is fun, Mom. I'm not tired."


"So you will go there again next time?"


" Yes, just wait. I'll go again." I smiled at my Mom, who also seemed happy about me. I admit that being with him (Panjai)  makes me very happy. Like everyday when I was with him.


Ah ... I’ll try asking Mom to sleep over at Panjai’s new dorm... Oh ...


"Isn't that a good dish?"


" Hah... !" I was silent for a moment, look at my Mom who was watching. While the rice that I ate hasn't decreased.


"I’ll eat more...no. Mom cook is very good."


"Is that true? "

"Ugh!" I nodded to confirm before spooning the rice into my mouth. Making other people just smile then take an omelette for me too,


"Uh... Mom..."


"Hmm.. Is there something Klua?"


"Klua.., hmm… Klua want to ask your permission..."


"If you want to go on aanother trip with Panjai, you can go, Mom allow it, it’s fine"


“Ah…” I looked at Mom who was making a normal expression and continue to eat, I look at my own plate. Before taking a deep breath to courage myself to say the truth,


"Panjai just moved to a new dorm..."


"Is he alone?"


"Yes."


"He must be lonely by himself" Mom nodded and looked without exception.


"Well,  Make Panjai not lonely "


" ... "


" Like ..." I said quietly. But she look up from the plate and look at me.


"Panjai, inviting Klua to sleep over to accompany him..."


"Hmm..."


"Yeah... it just the beginning. But if Mom not allow it, Klua won't go! " I hastily shook my head and widened my eyes.


This was made the curious person to laugh. Now my heart pounding, I bit my mouth tightly. because of nervousness.


Hah, why do you have to laugh Mom ...


"Oh, Ooh, these fat kid is going to sleep at a friend's house, right?"


"Yes..." I answered in a low voice even though I was captivated by the word 'friend's house' because now he and I are different. But a while ago I asked My Mom to sleep at a friend's house. Will that say that I lied to my Mom?

"Actually, Panjai and Klua..."


" ... "


"It's like being in a relationship..."


"Are you guys together?"


"Ugh oo oo" I groaned in a long voice before raising my hand to cover my face in embarrassment. And that calmed Mom down. Made me lose my mind gradually. Watch Mom from the gap of my fingers. Seeing that mom still sit to eat and doesn't show anything.


"Mom...Mom..."


" Huh what? "


“Mom, are you angry with Klua?”


"Why are you with Panjai?"


"Eh, Panjai is kind and always help Klua."

"Okay, mom, okay with that." My Mom smiled. So I breathed a sigh of relief. At least there was nothing that I hide from Mom.


"It’s okay if you're going to stay overnight there. But mom won't allow often. If Klua isn't here Mom must be very lonely."


"Klua won't be long, definitely won't leave Mom alone at home!"


"So, what day ? Let's talk."


"Thank you very much Mom."


"Yes"


I'm so relieved now. I only continue to eat until I finished my breakfast. And as usual, I’ll go with Mom on her to the university. Even if anyone sees how I'm addicted to my Mom. I will admit it, and  that I really like it. Because Mom is everything to me.


And today it seems that there is a good news to tell you about it ...


That my mother allowed it


**************

I sat alone in the same place waiting for time to pass as usual. But this time was different, I could feel many eyes staring at me. Until I, myself who is not interested in anyone, can still recognize the gaze of other people to me. When I looking for the source of the gaze, but they saw me and they had just avoided their gazes. Actually I don't know exactly what happened.


Even though I'm fat, I've never been looked at like this...


What happened ...


I have now stopped looking. Then I just look into my own pocket on the shirt. Now I feel like getting away from many eyes. I don’t like people looking me like that. People stare. But I think maybe I'm overthinking It's probably nothing.


Nothing ...


"Klua"


I hear an unusual voices, making me look at the people who came to say hello. It was the lady who came to greet me at the bus stop yesterday. She was now standing in front of me then start to sit across from me. I kind a startled see her.


"Uh... is there something wrong? May I help you"


"My name is Nat. Sorry for never introducing myself."
"W... Umm."


“Klua comes in the morning like this every day?”


"I came with my Mom."


"Oh!" She nodded, stating that she understood. Which I can only smile because I don't know what to talk to. Until the other party started saying 'Pan' who came to greet me until she said

"Klua, are you close to him?"


"Hmm..."


I answered in a low voice as I looked at the other person boldly. Which she smirked as soon as she received my answer. Before the owner of those bright eyes approaches and say,


" Can you introduce Panjai to me, I want to know about him."


" ... "


"Yes, yes."  (*oh my,, whats wrong with this girls,,)


"Uh... Nat likes Panjai?"
" Of course I like Panjai !"


The person in front of me accepts without hiding it. Makes me shut up. Because I don't know how to react to the problem in front of me. I don't want her to know Panjai. The more I know that she likes Panjai, I don't even want to...


Can I be jealous


" Sorry I can’t... "


"Why?" she immediately asked. From the smiling face, it begins to adjust that she was a little upset.


"Don't tell me that the rumors on the Facebook it’s true..!!”


"huhhh?..."


"I really ask..."


"Klua", the greeting voice that drew closer to me once again, made me have to ignore the woman in front of me and look at the newcomer. It turns out that Phi Phet and Phi Prem are walking together.


Make me raise my hand to give Wai for two of them. Of course, Phi Phet's friend, he is not happy with me all the time

"This day came as early like before"


"Hello, P'Phet, Phi Prem"


“Hello, Nong Nat.” Phi Phet smiled at the beautiful woman sitting in front of me. As for Phi Prem, it was just a corner of the eye. Until I realized that he didn't just not like me. But maybe including other people too.

But I wonder if this is the exception to Phi Phet


“Damn Phet, lets go..  I'm hungry.”


"Wait a minute, let me talk to him first"


"Then I go first."


"Wait we go together." I saw Phi Phet and Phi Prem talking. It seemed P'Phet's words irritated Phi Prem. But in the end, he kept waiting for Phi Phet. So I looked at Phi Phet who raised his hand and stroke my head lightly.


"We rarely seen each other lately."


"Right," I smiled at Phi Phet. Because lately I haven't really met him. I don't know if I didn't see him.
" but I was at the University every day . "


"I lost myself this time, you study outside before," joked Phi Phet. Makes me nod to understand


"Did you eat something?"

" I did. "

"Oh..." Phi Phet replied with that. Before he turned to look at something and said again. I turned to see


"I didn't know it at the time, so I went to Wagner".


Uh... Yes. "


I nodded before Phi Phet took his hands off my head and pulled Phi Prem. With me and new acquaintances like Nat see. It was the same time that Dream come to the table.


"Klua!"


"Hh... Huh..."


"I have arrived!"

"W... Uh." I saw Dream who came to sit next to me. He was breathlessly. I don't know what the other party has done to be in this state.


“Who is this?” he asked as he looked at the opposite person. But before I answered, Nat said it first.


"I'll go first." Nat immediately stood up and walked over from the table.


It is possible to Dream to know what Nat wants, but the other person looked at me in return. Maybe because she can't talk to me personally.


" Very suspicious "


"Why did Dream come so quickly?"


I turns to ask the person next to me. He seemed interested in Nat. But in the end, he gave up on the person who had left and turned towards me.


"I'm bored at home"


"Oh..." I nodded in understanding. Before picking up the phone, wondering what he heard for a moment. When opening the social media after log in once and I was surprised when my Facebook has so many notifications now. And what's even weirder is the number of friends that have been added me was several hundred, to the point that someone who isn't really into it just can wided my eyes a little surprised of course.

"Dreams..."


"Hmm..."


"What happened to my Facebook?" I turned to ask the person next to me. Causing the other party to come to see.

“Ah… so someone added a friend…”


“but… That's a lot.”


"Hmm, that's him."


"What happened..." The current me pouted, ignoring the number of people who added me to be friends. Because I don't know whether to accept it or not. Before scrolling Facebook infinitely down. Then find out what he thinks will be the source of the story.


My photo with Panjai walking hand in hand And our photo in the swimming pool.


Including a caption indicating that Panjai and I are a couple


"People who posted pictures, they only see that you are with Panjai"

"I...or..." I never thought that I would have such an interesting show, but I didn't act right. The number of friendships occurs hundreds of times. Including likes that went up thousands. Don't say comments. Because there are so many that I was so surprised.


They watched me and Panjai...


I saw a picture posted by a popular page. Before reaching for the handshake (feature on facebook) See each other's comments for myself. Actually I'm not interested in things like this. But when its being me, I can't stop


My eyes read the minds (comment) of many people. The one who showed me and Panjai. With a heart that beats stronger. I've never come pass through anything like this. And I don't think I'll meet either.


It doesn’t suit me ...


Although not all, But of course there is. Although some people looked at us favorably. But there are also people who don't see well.


"Klua"


"Huh..." I looked away from the phone screen and turned to Dream. The other party reached out to take the phone from me and looked earnestly.


"You don't have to go see it. Think of it as an event, it will end."

" ... "


"Don't think too much, nothing will be liked by the whole world. Because you just be yourself with Panjai," Dream's grin, who was now looking at the phone, decided not to look at it again. I didn't read all the comments. But of course, a lot of people said that I wasn't the right fit for him. (*poor Klua he feel insecure)


Some people think that's not true. And some people see our sexual orientation as a joke.


But people who mock are not funny at all...


"Dream..."


" What? "

"I'm not feeling well," I said in a low voice. While lowering my head. I knew I shouldn't have considered at these things. As I can imagine. There's no way the whole world will like us.


But when I got to this point, it was really bad, even though many people looked at me and make their hearts in a good way.


But I just want to be quiet. I don't want to be talked about by anyone. Usually being criticized for my appearance alone is bad enough for me.


Why is it only me who has this form? Having a gender like this makes me worthless?

"Klua, get out of here."


" ... "


"I'll take you home in a minute," Dream came to hug my shoulder. Made me nod at him. Before the person next to me. This will help pull me out of this awkward feeling. When I go out of the university, there were still so many eyes staring at me until I felt stiff. Luckily, Dream is nearby. Thus allowing me to get out of that point.

"Thank you, Dreams"


"It's okay, I want to skip school and sleep at your house."


"Yeah," I smiled as we about took the taxi home. the person next to me turn around with my phone ringing And the caller.., is the one who with me in this social media problem. (*Panjai)


" ... you do need to answer it if you won’t. "


" I’ll answer "


Dream nodded to me as encouragement Before I answered the phone And I who was silent waiting for the caller to speak first

(At King's or not)

" ... "


(Pan wakes up late, I'll go quickly)


" ... "


(Klua  .. ) A faint call from the other end of the line took me by surprise. Before I realized what was happening, it didn't change my relationship with him. it only make it worse


"Huh... Hm..."

( is there a problem? )


"No, I'm fine," I said in a low voice.


"Today is my day off."


(Why are you sick? Do you want me to come to your home?)


"hmm ... It's okay, I'm sorry," I said coldly. Before seeing the taxi had just stopped. Dream pushes my body inside


(Have you been on the university?)

"Yes"


(Klua, Panjai is worried. What's wrong?)


"I'm really nothing. Panjai, don't worry about it"


( ... )


"Panjai..."


(I'm going to your house)


Panjai's words surprised me. But still not in time to reply anything, the other party immediately hung up. Made me look at the phone speechless. When I turned to Dream who was sitting next to me. Seeing that he made a confused face and show it to me, but his face telling the truth


"Pa... Pan will come to my house"


"It is okay. "


"B... But..."

"Watching windmills, I know Klua what makes you happy."


" ... "


"You don't have to think too much. The posts on social media for a few days have been forgotten. People are saying that he should stop talking soon" Dream patted my shoulder gently. It made me feel a lot better.


"But you and Panjai still have to talk to each other, don't let this separate you two."


"I don't want to be far from Panjai..."


"You don't want to leave, that's good. So you're back to normal. Trust me, when your feelings are formed, when will he find out about this? Wait, it will make you feel so good that you forget what you saw today."


"Ugh"


I nodded to Dream and I thought it would really be like that.


I believe that Panjai will make me feel better because I only remember him. Talking to him for a few words, it made me, who was feeling bad just a moment ago, come back to life.



To other people how bad looking at me. But I will never make him look bad


So please stay with me...